Saturday, 26th June 2010

Science centre & Pixar Exhibition!

The above picture was taken at the Pixar Exhibition! Cost us about 20bucks. Quite expensive :( but nvm. And it was only after that day that i realised Science Centre is a really cool and fun place. All this while, i thought it was some boring, educational place for kids haha. But they have really some amazing stuff there. Fun to play with too! Definitely worth going back there again. Time didnt permit us to explore the whole place :( Not forgetting to mention that their gift shop has lots of nice toys and other gadgets too. Could have ended up paying for something we didnt want but .. shall not disclose the details. haha

And we had dinner at Changing Appetite @ Marina Square! Food was pretty good and affordable. Love the sofa seats there. Comfy and voluptuous. They have pillows too! haha.

And we had a polaroid spree after dinner!




the FISH EYE POSE!


the FISH EYE POSE again



Great day!

Sunday, 27th June 2010
Caught "Knight & Day" at Cathay DTE in the evening. Great and funny show but i dont quite understand some parts :(.

Went to some Bubble tea shop after that to take more polaroid shots! hahaha


starburstttttttttttt


angry starbursttttttttttttttttttt


sad starburstttttttttttt



















Thats about all the photos we took! and they are all from WY's blog actually. polaroids are funnnnn. but the film so expensive :( :(

Sighh gonna be a long long day tmr.......... and i forgot to mention that my ULCER IS KILLING ME. feel like bitting my lips. AHHHHHHHH

我不明白。。为什么。。

goodnight everyone. cheer up！

Really, it's all in ur head. How you want to feel depends on you yourself and not what others tell u.

But sometimes, it's a little more difficult to get hold of yourself than usual. Reason being the subject is something too monumental and significant for u to handle alone.

So in the end, u'll lose your poise and the way u behave is no longer an issue of self-control but rather, an unhealthy manipulation.

this song reminds me of the time when i was in sec3. Choon and Ray will put this song on repeat on their players the whole day and slowly, i fell in love with it and began to do the same.

I heard it playing on the radio just now in the afternoon. Still got me singing to it even until now.

weekends come quick!

this is very bad. i need to get hold of myself!

oh my god. please

Monday, 21th June 2010

The moment i got up at 615 in the morning, i know for sure that today will not be a good start to the week. Wanted to get some rest the first thing i reach office but was called up to replace my friend's duty. O(-<

I felt extremely listless, energyless and dead the whole day. Extremely. I dont to feel like doing anything at all. Even the process of walking from one point to another seem so painful, like as if my feet would give way any time. O(-<

I'm not complaining. I just don't know why am i like this today. Time to do some soul-searching

I treated myself to a cup of sourplum iceblend and a cheese waffle just now. Hope it will help inject some life into me.

O(-<

This movie is so good, i almost shed a tear at the end. but never. maybe cuz the atmosphere isnt right. haha

what an unfruitful saturday. Only went out in the morning for a swim and then dinner at someplace nearby. Whole afternoon was spent sleeping. Waste waste waste

Sometimes, when someone smile to themselves, it doesnt mean he or she is happy or content

sometimes it just means that the person is completely void of emotions

right or notttttttttt

Every rose has its thorns
just like every night has its dawn

I'm starting to realise how lazy someone can be. I hope it's just an aberration cause it's very sickening and annoying, especially when it comes from u.

And i'm on the brink of erupting and doing something which can seriously tarnish watever reputation there is left of me.

they're really good at pushing people to their limits.

fuck

PICNIC!

we had our long-awaited picnic yesterday @ ECP! Everything went well. The weather, for once in the whole of this week, was great and even though there were only 6 of us, the amount of fun we had certainly wasnt diminutive

All of us brought yummy food also, maybe not for Kc's case. Alicia's Mac & Cheese, Wingyi's chicken wings, sh and pq's hot dogs, Kc's MASHMARROWS and NUTELLA and my, or rather my mum's potato salad! haha sorry kc, but not bad, urs was quite ALRIGHT to say the least. hahaha

The amount of photos the girls took was quite insane. It's all on facebook so head over there if u guys want to see it. The picture at the top is the one i like the most!

So after spending around 3 hours frolicking on the beach, we headed to parkway parade for dinner @ Toby's!

And that was how an eventful saturday ended! love you guys! haha Lets do it again soon.

Tmr is the start of another week :( but.. dont complain dont complain. SMILE ALWAYS! /hero!

Good night everyone! take care and have a great and smooth week ahead!

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
when even friends seem out to harm you
but if you could heal a broken heart
wouldn't time be out to charm you

"I get nightmares when I'm emotionally distressed.

Last night, I was upset so my boyfriend drove over to make sure I was alright.

While hugging me, he said "if you have bad dreams tonight, I'll just have to come over in your dreams and beat them up for you." His LGMH."

hahaha nice

Happy Birthday Mummy.

Ive been cycling alot for the past few days. Almost everyday actually. I would come back home from work then take my bicycle out to cycle around, to run some errands. Lovin it! If only cycling can replace running in IPPT. hahaha

I've been feeling extremely sleepy and tired almost throughout the whole day ever since tuesday, where i had my duty. Why is this so. Something out there is draining my life away. Now, i feel like a zombie when i report for work in the morning. Almost trip and fell while walking today. I need some kind of rejuvenating potion. Maybe a cup of sour plum ice blend can help!

and.........ive ran out of things to talk about :(

Last day of the week tmr! Friday is forever that beckoning.. at least for us guys.

Lets look forward to the weekends! gogogo

I haven been updating my blog for quite sometime now and it's all due to the lack of precious minutes and seconds and of course, commitment. But i'll be back soon, hopefully in a few days time to do a proper one. I just can't do it tonight.. cuz i need to sleep soon

It's tuesday tmr.. which is also my routine guard duty date. What else can i do besides lamenting over the fact that i can only go home on Wed evening!

I know, think of all the 'stay in personnels' and it might cheer up me a little. haha sorry!

alright time to gear up for an extra long day at work tmr.

good night and take care!

my favourite-st tune of all time!
i can think of so many things to do with this song

Time for some MC tmr. Feeling sickish sick. I almost sneezed my nose out this morning. Must be the weather! and my weak body immune system.

And i'm desperately in need of some respite. I need to get away from them for the time being. Seriously..

Maybe falling sick now isnt a bad thing.

Dinner @ Swensens today was refreshingly good! Mac & Cheese + topless 5 is my healing potion!

Actually, if we ordered the regular earthquake, i think we might be able to finish it. nvm NEXT TIME!

Time to have a good rest tmr. Hopefully it can help alleviate some of my agony. Because lately, i feel very very departed from my soul

Good night everyone and try to be stay happy and cheerful!

Be nice and smile to everyone you meet, You don't know what they are going through, and they might just need that smile.

At least for a moment, It would make alot of difference to them

Life give us many such moments to make others feel better. For tomorrow, when you feel low, someone might smile and you may feel better

seriously, i can just die of depression right now. Long weekends.. over just like that.

Although my itunes playlist has 92 songs in shuffle mode, it's playing my favourite few 1 after another. At least it understands how im feeling right now.

please let me at least sleep in peace. Let time slow down for the next 6 hours or so.

for once in many many months, i almost feel like crying.

Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund

why is your life like this.

The church beside my place is blasting Jay Chou's Songs now. See. Even God supports him! So it's will be considered as blasphemy if you all don't like him!

Another long weekend is here! but im keeping my fingers crossed that i won't receive any depressing news or last minute call up from that shithole

Anyway, I did something which made me feel proud of myself this week. And that's to go to camp MYSELF! and not asking my dad to wake up early in the morning and drive me there. Okay la, might not sound so honorable but i'm still happy!

For the past few days, after work, i took my bicycle out and went cycling around the neighbourhood! It's very enjoyable and rejuvenating, especially after another usual banal day at work. A pretty good form of escapism i might add.

Meeting the usuals tmr for dinner and late night movie! 3 of them will be driving if i'm not wrong. And speaking of driving, im intending to rent a car with eric, most probably next month. EXCITED

And ive still not uploaded the thailand pics. haha maybe i'll just let it go. SEE HOW

time for bed. good night my dearests!

WHOS BRAIN IS IN THEIR BODY!?!?!


hahaha

When i was in Thailand, i re-watched a few of my favourite movies on my ipod and one of them was "Paper Heart"!

how do u know if you are really in Love?????

我 接 着 写
把 永 远 爱 你 写 进 诗 的 结 尾
你 是 我 唯 一 想 要 的 了 解

i think this is the first time im quoting from a chinese song

but seriously, one of the most beautiful passage ive ever seen.

MISERALY MISERABLE

I miss going out

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little while ago, i was arranging my things on my computer desk, which sadly is the only personal space i have in the whole room and i managed to dig up a few items which was given to me in the past that was being hidden underneath other things. Most of them are birthday cards, xmas cards and letters and i can't help but to read thru them over and over again even though some are just well-wishes. Whimsically, i find messages in cards and letters very compelling and magical. They make me happy. Unless of course, it's something unpleasant.

Nonetheless, i feel that handwritten cards or letters are the most sincere way of conveying a message

Today was a great day. Shall blog about it next time. In short, the Pinnacle@Duxton is a semblance of paradise.

good night everyone! Another boring week looms large

this is offically my fav JAY CHOU song as of now! i'm lovin it. time to GUITAR IT!

Like i mentioned previously, this week is extremely miserable. Yeap you guessed it. GUARD DUTY. Seriously seriously seriously. I think someone out there is trying to test my tolerance level. I was extremely livid on Monday because i had to postpone my plans. Tried finding a replacement but couldnt do so. So just gotta suck it up. Very bitter but i don't have a plan b. So after Monday's duty, i was feeling a little better because i thought i'm pretty much done for the rest of the week. Little did i know that on wed morning, i was told that i'll be having another duty on Friday. Thats when the whole world collapsed on me.

But at least the first half of Friday wasnt that bad. Thankfully, that was enough to help alleviate my sorrow. hahaha.

Met up with Kc Jiayi and Sharon today! It's the first time the 4 of us went out together. So it's pretty interesting. haha. We all went to the Navy open house to see look see look! It would have been alot better and fun if it wasnt for the insane amount of visitors there. We were very eager to enter and explore the different kinds of ships and vessels but bloody hell, the queue turned us off. Wanted to go grab a bite after we saw how terrible the queue was but one look at the "eatery" and we decided to go somewhere else first. Visited some games hall where it's air-conditioned! something we all desperately needed. Nothing much for us to do there. Took a couple of photos here and there. Had a simple yet expensive lunch back at the "eatery" together with a few hundred others. CROWDED! and after that, we all decided to join the queue to enter one of the ship! And thankfully, it only took us about 10mins to enter!

On board,Kc, our tour guide suggest that we try something different. So we entered a door which was actually labelled "not for entry" but He said he knew hes way down so we walked down the flight of steps when suddenly, a lady officer appeared thru some door and was looking very puzzled. She thought we lost our way because visitors arent supposed to be in that place we were in. So she offered to bring us back up to the starting point and restart our tour. NICELY DONE BY KC!

Besides exploring the different decks and facilities, we also get to go on a duck tour on some fast craft, out in the sea. That was the most exciting and enjoyable part of the day.

that's how our we end our open house visit!

And that's it for this entry.

I'm still too lazy to post the pictures of my Thailand trip. :(

good night everyone and take great care!

i received yet another killing blow in the morning.

thats it. I must have done something very wrong to get such treatment!

life isnt fair. If it is,then good people won't die young

maybe a dosage of prozac now would help a little

please flood me with some inspirational/motivational message. i need them!

the light at the end of the tunnel seem to be fading away as the days go by

O(-<

FOR THE WIN!

and i suck at photography:(

When you think uve got everything sorted out..

sigh, can't i just wake up to a normal day

fuck my life

Weekends with friends

Finally after 3 long mundane weeks, i get to meet up with people whom i can't live without.

Went prawning @ ecp with alex and gang yesterday. It's my first time going there and i won't really want to do it again soon because its pretty expensive! 30bucks for 3 hours. But at least ive gotten some fun out of it, unlike PAINTBALL! Focusing hard on the float thats attached to the rod and see if its moving vigorously. Then when u have the feeling that something is nimbling on ur bait, u pull the rod up, hoping you'll catch something. haha. All of these constitute to the excitement of prawning! But still, it's a little boring, especially during the "quiet" hours where all the prawns seem to be taking their nap.

I think i caught around 6 prawns for the whole 3 hours. Quite sad actually. haha in total, the 6 of us caught 40 prawns altogether. We bbq-ed all of it afterwards at the pits provided! It was quite a disgusting thing to do, skewering the prawns with a satay stick while they are still alive. Worse still, some even had eggs. But for the sake of our stomach.. we just have to do it!

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Met up with the usuals today for movie and dinner! Caught "the loser" at plaza sing in the evening. Quite a good show although it's only 97mins long. I think the Sniper guy is very cool and Chris Evans is hilarious in the movie.

Oh and I realised that theres an influx of action movies in cinemas over the past few weeks. Not really a fan of it though. The film that i want to watch right now is "The Runaways"! But i don't know when will it be out!

Had dinner at Mad Jacks afterwards. The oreo cheesecake which ive been eyeing on for quite sometime was disapointing. It was tasteless to say the least! Actually, the main course wasnt that great also. Taste like any other chicken chop u can find outside. But because of the price it costs, i shall not complain much. hahaha

And it's Monday tmr.... :(

Still i don't have the mood to upload the pictures of my Thailand trip.

Let's see when will this drag on till..........

haha good night and take care everyone!

I CANT BELIEVE IM IN MY ROOM NOW!

feels damn good to be back home.

took alot of pictures during the 3 weeks at thailand. But as u all know, im quite lazy when it comes to uploading it

So lets see wat happens in the next post!

for now, i need to do some catching up wif the world!

see u guys soon!

had a really fun time singing at KBOX today. I don't mind doing it more often but 3 hours per session is enough. Any more than that and i think i will start to croak for the next few days!

Met up wif a few of my poly mates for dinner. Even though theres only 4 of us, it was still a pretty good time catching up!

I hate the fact that i'm gonna miss a few meetups wif frends during the next 3 weeks :(

Time to organise another get together after i come back from thailand.

And finally its time for me to get dress up and head to the airport.

Take care everyone and see u guys 3 weeks later!

good bye!!!!!

2 more days to Crescendo (Thailand)!

A mixture of excitement and sadness because i'm gonna miss all the outings for the next 3 weeks! and i cant get to watch the last few crucial matches of soccer.

:(

I'll be on off for tmr and friday. Time to rest and relax!

helloooooooooooo

hows everyone doing? To those who are working right now, let's hope ure happily earning big bucks and at the same time, enjoying watever u are doing. And to those who are studying right now, let's hope ure coping well wif ur school assignments and exams! Remember that whenever u feel tired and listless from all the muggings and rushing of projects, there will always be a group of guys who are a million times worse off than u all because they are experiencing something called 'servitude'.

anyway before i go to bed, i want to pen down something which has been buried within my subconscious all the while, until a friend of mine brought it up just now.

I feel the same way as that friend of mine. I have a fairly reasonable amount of friends which are sufficient to help inject life to my daily cycle. But friends, no matter how close they are, are still friends. They can never cross the line that separates peers and loves. You can never do the things that you did with your partner to your friends. You can never talk the same way to the both of them. And when you are having the blues, that one person might be your cure. Maybe all of us need a particular someone who can fill up that gap because having the luxury of a paramour really makes you feel more complete.

So would u want to engage in a certain romance or just melt yourself into the gender subdivided world of peers.

gooooooooooodnight!

ANYBODY WANTS TO GO TO JAY CHOU'S CONCERT WIF ME!

It will be on the 25th of July, 3 days before my birthday. So a good birthday present would be to buy the tickets for me! Sales of tix starts on the 14th of april.

I ACCEPT EARLY PRESENTS! THANKS!

Once the stone ure crawling under
is lifted off your shoulders,
Once the cloud that's raining
over your head disappears,
The noise that you'll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years


yet another weekend passed by, just like that

guard duty this friday......

such monotonous life cycle kills. it sucks the remaining life out of u.

cute song!

SBS seriously need to revise the siting arrangements in buses and increase the goddamn gaps between seats so people with longer legs LIKE ME don't need to curl myself up and numb my lower limp while SITING

will you spare a thought for others
or selfishly act upon one's heart
will you cross that line to find the answer
and watch the millions fall apart

I don't know why you did this
but i hope you are happy now, wherever you are.

Thanks for the memory

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hang







over

Spent a few mins asking yourself what do you want to achieve and slowly plot out the route that will help you reach that one specific goal. Stay focus and don't get distracted by things that have great potential to bring you to a halt. You need to constantly remind yourself what is your definite purpose for doing this and it will help overcome the negative thoughts in your mind.

I'm beginning to understand how important is it to set yourself a goal whatever you do. Living without a goal is like being a transexual. You can't decide what side you want to be

seems like me dozing off while listening to some talk just now in the noon is kind of worth it.

and i need to go slp now.

GOOD NIGHT!

Find someone you love and feel that love in every pore of your body. Love that person even more tomorrow. And then the next day, love one additional person; and everyday after that, increase the number of people you love.

Because the longer the list of people you love, the happier they will feel.

Now, i feel like puking my lungs out. im feeling like shit now. LITERALLY!

Caught "Juon - black & White ghost" today at cineleisure. I don't really understand whats going on throughout the whole 2 hours but i guess the main objective of the movie was to scare the audience so the plot wasnt really an important factor. The movie is being separated into 2 parts, each lasting for an hour. The ending of the first part almost tricked us into believing that the whole movie is over because of all the usual credits scene but luckily they didnt switch on the theatre lights. If not, it's time for some REFUND

Anyway, i want to watch "DIARY OF A WIMPY KID"!
i shall and i must and i will!
but when? :(
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The troubled words of a troubled mind, i try to understand what is eating me

If people think that they couldnt live without each other, then the relationship becomes more like a prison than partnership.

OFF TO CAMP :(

my right ankle is swollen to the point that it looks like the head of a jellyfish.

might be visiting the chinese orthopedic tmr.

if so, then i think i will scream inside when he "massage" my ankle.

DIE

two people got together in a relationship
but it didnt last
the guy met another girl soon after and he is definite that they two are the perfect match
but he needs to mend the broken pieces of the life he had in the past
before he can start afresh

and that's the unintended choice

I went to play PAINtball just now and it's more or less a guarentee that they won't have me as their customer anymore because i'm not going to pay 36bucks to get bruises!

But it was quite an experience. I know some, including me initially want to try their very best not to get hit if they do play it but i realised after our first game which i managed to not get hit, most likely because i stayed behind the same one plank wall throughout the match, the main purpose is to feel how painful it can be when it really gets u. And this is definitely one of those "once bitten twice shy" kind of thing. Sad to say, i got shot twice, one on my arm and the other on my chest. That was enough to make me camp at "base" and wait for the match to be over.

Met up with a few poly mates for dinner @ marche. Fellowship was good but the food was disappointing. Yh and I went to the mall below meritius mandarin after the rest went off to see look see look. Out of all the shops there, i think i recognise only 2 to 3 of it because all if not most of them were those very classy and swanky retailers. But it's quite obvious what kind of mall it is like when it's located in a hotel. The two of us also toured the hotel lobby and it's very elegant to say the least, especially the swimming pool! Needless the say, the toilet which was the only suitable place in the whole level for us commoners is also very posh.

So after walking around for 20 mins or so, we decided to snap back to reality.

ANYWAY, whatever ive typed in this entry seems very weird to me. i'm feeling funny funny funny

let's hope i won't laugh at myself when i look back at this entry next time

GOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT!

sarcasm.

how to tell?

is preserving ur image more important

or

ignoring wat others say
as long as you yourself know your conscience is clear

this is a dilemma im facing right now

gn

light travels faster than sound
this is why some people appear bright until u hear them speak


haha nice

i like this book
go get it!

revelation

Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. Many people think that hatred is a form of attack against the person that harmed you. Do you really think it's worth it, harbouring anger and personal vendetta just because of the damage that has been inflicted on u within that one minute, or maybe since young.

Don't you feel that all this time spent being resentful blankets the felicity of growth

And do you remember all the lightness you felt before this happened. That's because anger is not something thats inherent. And in order to move on, maybe you need to understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it

So, we all should just forgive, forgive and forgive. right?

i PASSED my driving test!!! finally, a huge load off my shoulders. I got really reluctant to continue with my lessons ever since that PDL incident last year because it's sucking my wallet dry. Hence, this week was really difficult for me because i had lessons on tuesday till friday. My instructor kept calling me over the past few months, asking if im free on this day etc etc so he can help me book my test date. But he doesnt know that deep down, i don't really want to continue anymore. Just that i don't know how to tell him that. It's pretty annoying. So everytime when he called, i'll just give him a flippant answer and hope the conversation won't last for more than 10 seconds. But uve got to understand that people do this because they need to make a living also. More lessons means more income. So we just have to succumb to it.

Anyway, i should just go ahead with the formalities and thank my instructor. His nagging has made me become a more tolerant person.

Just like any others who just got their license, my hands are itching to take over the wheel. And thankfully, i get to drive my parents to dinner just now in the evening! It was fun albeit the short distance. Time to participate in those "stand to win a CAR" lucky draws!
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Life in camp is pretty ok, couldnt complain much because i get to go home everyday. Nothing beats that. But still, it's the army. Cant escape from them yet.

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Ive finished reading "perks of being a wallflower" and im glad i did. Feel like reading it again because i love that kind of story. I find it very real, like something i can really relate to. Very nice

But before i go back to that, i shall finish my second book first. "the five people you meet in heaven". So far, it has been pretty interesting. Hopefully it is impactful.

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And i just realised it's way past my bed time now.

good night everyone and take great care!

this made me melt!

oh my goodness!

ive made an oath
to love with all my heart
to not find them repulsive
but savour the time we've got

ive made an oath
to be patient with their words
to not feel irritated
whenever we converse

It has never been easy to swallow
even for one who isnt there
that is why i made this oath
to be the joy they all can share

yes! this is what im talking about. after 8 months of dog life, from BMT till the end of our signal course.. just for this 3 chevrons.

Wednesday, Thursday and Friday was spent rehearsing for the grand parade which is on friday evening. It's definitely the toughest parade rehearsal ive ever been through! We spent literally the whole day in the parade square, from morning till night on Wednesday and Thursday and the weather was unforgiving. Almost feel like falling out due to shortness of breath. It's pretty scary because the sun in the afternoon was insane. 1 guy actually fainted, landing face first while standing still. ouch

anyway, time to upload some pics of the parade!


Right markers taking up their position


The march in


signals formation!


Bunkmates + Melvin!
Yiming, Nicholas, Ser Chong, Kuong Lim, Me, Melvin


Blsc bunkmates!
Ser Chong, Jinhao, Kuong lim and me!


Dogmates!
Me and Eric


Jinhao and me!


mates from bmt till now!
me and kuong lim


another mate from BMT till now!
me and soo kee. hes looking a little depressed. maybe cuz he kena guards. cheer up mate!


Me and Johnson! gonna miss his singing. haha


Shaznee, Ser Chong and Me! mates from BMT!


Eric, Daryl, Kuong Lim, Me and Ser Chong


Dad Me and Mum! thanks for coming down to support!

lastly, i wanna wish everyone all the best in their new unit! we've come so far together and it's time for us to part. Gonna miss all the things we do in the bunk, all the group exercises we did together and all the hardships we overcame as a team!

take care everyone and see u guys soon!

8months of trainee life just for today.

will upload pics from my graduation parade soon!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When we hit the tunnel, all the sound got scooped up into a vacuum.
It was replaced by a song on the tape player. A beautiful song called "Landslide"

We got out of the tunnel and there it was, downtown. Lights on buildings and everything that makes you wonder. She sat down and started laughing. I started laughing

And in that moment, i swear we were infinite

do u feel smothered by them?

cause sometimes, i do.

fuck

hello.

It's been awhile since i wrote something here and i better not delay any longer because there are a few memorable stuff i want to pen down and i'm afraid i might not remember them if the hiatus continues.

It's pretty sad that the 15days of Chinese new year is coming to an end. I enjoyed mine quite a lot. Although it was almost the same as every year, the atmosphere and camaraderie of it is wat makes it irreplaceable. My little cousins would rush into my room the first thing they arrived at my place and asked if they can use my computer and play "Left 4 Dead". In the past, i was quite reluctant about letting them use my computer because that's the only thing that kept me occupied. Thus, i wasnt really looking forward to their arrival. haha but it's very different now, though a remnant of aversion still lingers, i feel that it's only right to be selfless at times and help make others happy! haha

I also went over to lih long's place with the guys to play some MJ and Cards on the first night of new year. If i didnt remember wrongly, i was the overall winner that night! So it was all good.



Went to alicia's birthday dinner a few weeks back. It was a Plaza Sing's Swenson. Food was alright and the company was great. But it's no fun carrying my big and heavy black bag around. Didnt have the time to go back home after i booked out so i met them right after i came out. But denise did help me with it once in a while even though i think it's a little too heavy for her. But she insisted on carrying it even though i refused to. So we exchanged bags for awhile!


there you go. haha



And i decided to pick up a book to read recently because i figured that i will have quite a lot of free time in camp for the next few days. So might as well make the most of it doing something productive. I chose one entitled "The perks of being a wallflower" amongst the few others that my sister had because i find the cover attractive. I have this very weird taste for storybooks. It seems like the cover of the book is what attracts me the most, more than wat kind of book it actually is and the content inside. Read the synopsis and it looks like it's something i will like.

Im half way through the book and im really enjoying it. Cant wait to finish it. Found out a couple of new songs too that was being mentioned in the book.This could be an impetus to help me make reading a habit. We'll see how it goes.

Went out with the usuals today for lunch at Parkway. That place suddenly seem so unfamiliar to me because i haven been there for i think close to a year or so. But i don't really notice many changes. We dined at Ichiban mainly because of the "yu sheng" there as we wanted to carry out the Chinese new year routine. Not many places have it so we gave it a try. The food was a little too expensive in my opinion. Taste was mediocre at best.

Left for some lan shop at katong after that. Hahaha lan gaming. It's like you are craving to play it and after ure done, u find it a total waste of money. But we still managed to get a good laugh out of it. haha

Went to lih long's place at night to play some cards then cabbed home with eric. I really need to control my expenses for this month. Not good

That's about it for this post. Hopefully the next wont be long.

nights and take care everyone!

if you could live 10 years of your life in total bliss - with NO pain - but in the end, not remember any of it - would you do it?

goon platoon says (12:38 AM):
LOLLLLL
NICE DP
LOOK LIKE GANG LEADER
Kim™ - 4 months 1 week says (12:38 AM):
HAHA fecious rite
Kim™ - 4 months 1 week says (12:39 AM):
yes ah tml got ang bao to take already
goon platoon says (12:40 AM):
lol
wtf is fecious?
LOL
are u trying to spell ferocious?
Kim™ - 4 months 1 week says (12:41 AM):
LOL !
just a new year joke

LOL @ KC

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONEEEEEEEEEE! LETS HUAT AR!

http://www.fmylife.com/

give it a read when ure feeling down.

and you will feel that ure not the biggest loser afterall

It's 355am now and im currently surfing the net like never before.. because im too damn bored

So i googled "cool things to do on the internet" and browsed thru a couple of links. Found a couple of nifty sites like

http://www.stumbleupon.com/
Check the various boxes and it will bring u to random sites according to the category that uve chosen

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1QyF87/www.metacafe.com/watch/936732/easy_cd_case_no_glue_for_everybody/
This is one of the websites they directed me to when i ticked "music". Cool stuff!

http://uk.babelfish.yahoo.com/translate_txt
Online Translator!

and heres the whole list

http://theincredibleinternet.blogspot.com/

Went cycling in the evening just now around tampines. Feels good. And that's about it for my Saturday

CNY next week and i don't really want to talk about it. So please don't mention how excited u are infront of me :(

What to do...............just my luck just my luck just my luck

im feeling stoned now. Shall do a proper update soon

nights

a flash of remorse
a tinge of guilt
encircling estrangement
our hearts they filled

she looks like the real thing
she tastes like the real thing
my fake plastic love

Its Thursday now and i'm here blogging. Such a rare rare chance

Can't remember when was the last time i actually blogged during a weekday

Anyway, 24km march @ East coast park in another 6 hours or so.

Thankfully tmr is our bookout day. But i'll most probably be limping over the weekends.

Friday come quick!

hello my friend we meet again
its been awhile, where should we begin
feels like forever

i was browsing thru my msn conversation history wif alex and i cant stop laughing at how crappy we were in the past. maybe we still are.

heres 1 that i like!

7/8/2008		4:11:46 PM		DISH THE GIRLFRIEND		goon platoon		damn sian
7/8/2008		4:11:47 PM		DISH THE GIRLFRIEND		goon platoon		:(
7/8/2008		4:12:49 PM		goon platoon		DISH THE GIRLFRIEND		yea lor
7/8/2008		4:13:58 PM		DISH THE GIRLFRIEND		goon platoon		talking to you makes me feel bored
7/8/2008		4:14:02 PM		goon platoon		DISH THE GIRLFRIEND		wow
7/8/2008		4:14:06 PM		goon platoon		DISH THE GIRLFRIEND		didnt know u feel the same way as me
7/8/2008		4:15:19 PM		DISH THE GIRLFRIEND		goon platoon		HAHAHAHHAHAAHAAHAHHA

time for my cheesecake!

dad wont be driving me back to camp today.. which means i have to leave early :@

sigh

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
each prayer accepted
and each wish resign

ive promise with myself to go for a morning run every saturday for at least a month.

and tmr shall be my first

Stumbled upon this very old song from facebook recently. I remembered the first time i heard this song was during the early days of secondary school. Old but nice!
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I love to cycle around the big open field opposite the library on windy sunday evenings where many bliss out in the open to fly kites, run around or even lying down just to enjoy the cool breeze. Never failed to put a smile on my face everytime i go pass there because everyone seem to be so carefree and happy. Such sight brings peace and tranquility. Really amazing. I shall snap a shot of it on my next trip there.

Gonna go bath now and consume my cheesecake. This time round, it's the baked cheesecake from secret recipe!

And i just notice that this is my 995 post in this blog. 5 more to a milenary of entries!

Saturday come quick. please!

why is monday so far away from friday
but friday is so damn close to monday

i received 2 extremely tramautizing news this week.

1) Guard Duty
2) On the 1st day of chinese new year

This is gonna be one goddamn memorable cny for me

Still trying my best to be resilient, to stay positive

good night, my head is killing me

spiders have 8 legs, ive got 2

guitar has 6 strings, how about u?

Went home for nights out at 630 just now in the evening

and im going back in an hours time

This week was boring as hell.

Sigh

But i'm glad i have one bunk mate whom i can jam with. that's the only thing i enjoyed in camp so far

happy 3rd day of the new year everyone! I shall attempt to make this a long entry about wat happened on new year's eve and on the 1st day of new year!

NYE Celebration
That day was also choon's 21st birthday. He invited me to the celebration which was at Alex's Cousin, Baoyi's place. I was shocked when i reach that place because when i looked inside the house, i can't recognize any familiar faces. That's when i called him to come out and go in together with me but he smoked me by saying that actually, he also haven reach. NICE.

Baoyi came out and asked me to go inside first and since the theme of the party was "geek or freak", almost everyone that entered the house need to have their faces drawn with lipsticks, blushes etc etc.






and thats wat they did to me! hahaha

After stepping into the place, i realised that they are not holding only choon's birthday celebration but also one of alex's cousin's birthday too and of course the new years eve countdown party! So those who were there include alex's family and relatives, hes cousins friends etc. Felt pretty damn intimidated for awhile and i didnt know wat to do or who to talk to. So i just walked around the place and once in a while, grabbed some bites. Thankfully, alex and maxie came after awhile and the birthday boy, shortly after.


Choon looking like a tranny that day


Alex and maxie


Maxie and me


Nice moustache i have

Food was great and booze were aplenty. I almost felt like puking at one point of time.. probably because i ate too much.

All of us then went downstairs to the open area at around 1145 to play with fire crackers and party popers!





They tried making the rocket thing but failed. It was fun still, popping the party popers beside someone's face, throwing the fire cracker at others. hahaha. Sorry, no area cleaning was being done after that. :(

We went back up to the house and played some alcohol related games after that. Most of them started to leave at around 2+am so our grp went over to matt's place to sleep.

And that's how i ended my year 2009! Having a crazily fun party with cool mates! hahaha

Chalet on 1st of January 2010
We had our long awaited chalet on the very 1st day of 2010! This get-together was also organized to celebrate our 9 years of friendship since sec1! Due to the popular peak period of the season, the insane demand of chalets all over the country has left us with only 1 option, which was to have it at coasta sands resort, even though we tried booking it 3 months in advance.

We spent the first day playing board games(cluedo ftw!), xbox and card games. Dinner consists of an extensive spread of food because it's potluck day! And quite expectedly, there were lots of left overs too.

Many of our other classmates came on the 2nd day for the bbq. It's great to see them once again.
I took quite a few shots with my new toy! Yeap i bought a polaroid camera on thursday. I think it's the same as john's. Time to work on my polaroid wall. haha

And again, the amount of food we had was insane. Lots and lots of left overs. Good thing was that it's yummy.

Lex Mao and me took a stroll down pasir ris park after filling up ourselves. We carried out our "got lighter?" mission but the outcome wasnt good:( hahaha but it was fun nonetheless.

Checked out at 10 in the morning and here i am, siting at home, feeling very very very depress.. again.

That's about it. I think i did a pretty good job in fulfiling my aim to write a long entry. haha

Let's end this with a group picture of us!



So..........my first weekend of the new year was well spent. how about u guys?

happy new year everyone!

To keep things real short, 2009 was a life changing year for me due to the army.

Let's kick start year 2010 with a smile everyone!

All the best people and make everyday count!

happy new year!

11 more post to reach the 1000 mark. This blog has been by my side since secondary three. Back then, i wasnt serious about blogging, hence the flippant blog name. i feel like deleting this blog on many occasions mainly because i was too damn lazy to even write a sentence. Little did i know that this little webpage became a very important read for me because i can see clearly how much ive changed over the years and it's the only place for me where i can read about my past. And i would also laugh at the way i typed things in the past. Embarrassing but it's things like these that makes blogging an enjoyable thing to do.

So heres to many more years to come! edmundandfriends!

Had a class gathering at the function room at john's gf's condo. Even though the number of people present wasnt alot, we all still had fun. right? haha The amount of food we brought was insane. Lots of leftovers.. especially the muffins :(

Either way, thanks to those who came today. It's a pity that the others couldnt join us because we might not be meeting up anymore after today.. for the next few months at least. Unless someone organise something. hahaha

So this long weekend has pretty much ended. Back to camp tmr...sigh

Next up: Chalet with my secondary sch mates next friday!

Time to sleep!

Happy boxing day people!

epiphany

ive read a book recently entitled "rules of the game". It was quite an interesting read, even though i merely flipped thru a few pages. It's about the author sharing his experiences as a "pick-up artist"

And there was one particular sentence that struck me.

i couldnt remember the exact phrase but it's something like

"if you love that person but she doesnt likes u, then it's no longer love, it's obsession and that will scare her away"

how true is that

i want to decorate my room with photos , something like a polaroid wall

snapping time!

just came back from pq's chalet this afternoon. Had a really great time laughing and chatting wif my poly mates. Everything was fun!

Yesterday was also my very first visit to wild wild wet. Compared to the fun pool at Jurong east, i think WWWet is slightly better as they have more fun rides, especially that half pipe thing which is seriously fun and scary. haha. But majority of the rides are pretty much the same as the one at Jurong. We spent around 3 hours there and most of us got burnt pretty badly :(

Then came her birthday celebration! The birthday cake was extremely huge. I think she felt pretty damn intimidated during the cutting of cake because of the amount of people present. Haha but it was all good. Im quite jealous about the amount of presents she received. :(

We also had a "class gathering" outside her chalet, where we all sat in a circle to discuss about the C140 Xmas celebration. That particular moment was very nostalgic as it reminds me of the good old poly days.

I know ive been very naive lately, constantly saying that i want to go back to my schooling days. I really mean it. But Life just have to move on.. right?

Okay i have to end here. Time is running out. I still got to finish up my cheesecake and i need to leave for camp in like 20mins time!

And here comes another 1 week of hell

saturday come quick. please..............

and im going back to camp :(

sigh guard duty.

nightmare...............

looking forward to pq's chalet next week! that shall be my motivation

take care everyone and see u soon!