heart beats slowly



pain starts growing



does she love you



thats worth knowing

Stuck : Cute without the e - Taking back sunday

Todays skating session was fun. Theres 5 of us today instead of the usual 3 and also their girlfrends came as well and lol omg lex is now botak and i swear i couldnt recognise him when he was just a few meters away from me lol So now matt, lex,mao and ray who is still in camp got their hair shaved. Choon said smth to yen pei when she comment that hes hair looks funny and that phrase was stuck in my mind when i was on the way home in the bus. "Who cares about image" haha oh well i find it quite true. Good frends accepts u for who u are and not how u look it. .But it will be difficult to totally dont give a shit about ur looks and just carry on wif what u do. haha oh well suddenly got the urge to cut botak and join THEM WOO. haha we'll see... HAHA okay iknow its kinda weird fer me to comment on this topic CUZ..................... im ****:( AIEJAJIEOAIOEJIJSIOJE

going to pick up raymond from camp tmr then yea gonna hang out wif the guys and prolly sleep over at matts place.

pls dont tell me this all was only wishful thinking:(

i will never ask
if you dont ever tell me
i know u well enough
to know u never loved me

Stuck : bai se feng che - jay chou

Choon called me at 12 today asking me to go skate later and i agreed. After that i cant get back to slp so yea just sat infront of my com and thank god my download of the movie "CLICK" is finish. Kinda excited to watch it after hearing wat my frends said about the movie and wow it was really really really nice especially the "going to end part" when the remote control goes auto-forward automatically lol. At first i thought this movie was like a comedy and i dont get it when some people said they cry when watching this "comedy" but after watching it, i realised that the back part of it was really reallly touching :( kinda sad. Overall i will rate this movie 9/10 WOO.

alright gonna go skate now SEE U




lets take this one day at a time
i'll hold your hand if u hold mine

I wish my life was this song
cause songs they never die
I could write for years and years
and never have to cry
I’d show u how I feel
without saying a word
I could wrap up both are hearts
I know it sounds absurd

so please stay sweet my dear
don’t hate me now

scream at me make it the best i ever heard
laugh out loud i know it sounds absurd



emo

Stuck : The last song ever - Secondhand Serenade

back from class chalet yesterday morning and it was one of the best chalet ever. Okay i know what wei zhe and john and the rest will be thinking when i say "one of the best chalet ever" BUT its not wat u guys think it is. i mean the overall was great thats why its one of the best chalet i ever went to and like wat cavin mention in hes blog, i guess our class got more closer with one another.

First day of chalet - Met up with wei zhe and kim choon at pasir ris mrt. Alicia denise and john was there too so we all went to the chalet together. Its at aloha loyang which is deep inside pasir ris park, after coasta sands. First time going there and wow the whole place was really big. Bigger than the tanah merah chalet that i went to before this. Got 2 stories and a total of 4 rooms AND every room got its own toilet lol. wz kc and me quickly went up to one of the rooms and unpacked our stuff there so that we can assure ourselves a place to slp. People started coming in one by one and wz kc and me went cycling/skating around pasir ris park before the bbq starts. Felt abit bad during the bbq cuz i did not help at all :( lol but i duno how to thats why haha sorry guys. Rick and hes wife and son came by to visit. omg rick junior so cute. feel like pinching hes cheeks:(. Some left after the bbq and then john suggested to play indian poker lol. this means that each of us has to take one card and we arent suppose to see it. We had to put the cards on our foreheads and show each other and the 2 person wif the lowest value had to do forfeits. OMG FORFEITS UISHESESSS and after wat john tagged at my board and also wat others wrote in their blog, i think u guys shld know wat those forfeits were. So we played till aruond 2+ then went night cycling around pasir ris park. Came back at around 4 and continued playing indian poker lol omg. Eh then we ordered mac then after eating we went up to the room AND HAHAH me wz and kc slept on the bed while the girls slept on the floor LOL OMG WE DAMN BAD sorry girls:( and they were complaining that the aircon was freezing them but it wasnt that cold slping on the bed lol shiok.

Second day of chalet - Eh woke up at around 11+ then went downstairs awhile. Watched abit of TV then went up to the room to slp awhile till 3+. Pq went up and told us that they wan to go to the beach but then suddenly it rained so yea did not go. Went DTE in the evening to play pool and arcade lol daytona so fun wowwwwooo. Then we went back to the chalet and brought some vodka back from cheers. lol kc drink until damn shiok pls and he cant even walk properly. i drank abit BUT I WAS NOT DRUNK i swear just that my whole face turned red. WZ face omg worse than mine lol like tomato. Cavin drank a cup of 50% vodka 50% 7up but he like nothing leh:( face abit red only. Second night not really that fun cuz quite alot went home already and i was having the worst headache ever after drinking. Took a bath then talked abit wif the guys in the room then we went downstairs to watch TV and also ordered mac. All of us turned in at about 6+ and we woke up at 10. Checked out and took bus home wif wz. Reached home, turned on computer and slept fer 4 hours.

sigh no more chalets and i kinda miss my classmates :(
u guys are really a great bunch of frends:)


Freakin internet cockedup when i woke up. but now its okay already i hope.

Stuck : right side of the bed - Atreyu

HEY
okay first i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again to shiying haha. all the best in wadever u do!

So we had a TS gathering today at boon house to celebrate hes birthday. Ate steamboat there lol and everyone came cept fer sean, eugene and banana :( abit sad cuz i thought everyone will come but its still fun nonetheless. Then after eating, some of them played mahjong while me and the rest watched tv. SGIDOL final! but abit boring la cuz they sing those song i nver hear before one damn sian so yea just use my ears to hear and my eyes to look somewhere else. Played abit of mahjong lolomg damnnoob but nvm use ly's money not mine HEHE. Cab home wif cy jason and ly. Omg midnight charge :( but nvm since all of us stay aruond tampines so yea wont be that ex. Fun evening we had and miss those bastards :( all the best fer A lvls u suckers haha and ly pls come tp and be my junior:( u wont make it fer a lvls anyway HAHAH okay sry no angry

Finally its the class chalet tmr! gotta pack my stuff then go meet the rest at pasir ris mrt in the noon. SOOOO EXCITED see u all!


she came and went
i gnawed thru my lips
makeup smeared in her eyes
and each sob is a reason to say goodbye

wow-o-wow =D


















..and memories of christmas time with you
will just kill me if im on my own

Stuck : A lonely september - Plain white t's

back from the 4d 3n chalet wif sec sch mates! wooooww feeling great

overall the 4 days was fun. Played mahjong most of the time lol without money of course if not i think i second day can pack bag and go home. Theres also mass ps2-ing and swimming too haha. lovee the pool. its big and nice. Only bbq onthe first night and the rest of the day was either mac or kfc. Mass macdonalds more than kfc. omg i miss mcflurry :( oh and theres also mass the colour pencil icecream that we bought at the pooolside cafe lol 1 fer 1 dollar!. Wei cong and ernest bought 30 sticks of that during the first night and we dipped it into the chocolate fountain that ernest brought lol wah super shiok. like macdonalds choco cone. The last night was pretty funny. i saw meldon and hes class just beside our chalet! ahha wat a small world. Then lol at first i didnt know it was him cuz my back was facing out the window then my frend keep staring at them then meldon not happy he stare back in lol was on the verge of fighting. Suddenly my phone rang and he asked me whether i was at chalet then yea lol damn shock pls. OH and i saw my primmary school mate there too. lol meldon's classmate. Went out and chat chat wif them. oh and eric and meldon was primary school frends too so its like really a small small world. haha
And also we watched some really dumb movie called "when a stranger calls" or smth. really dumb, pls dun go and watch it. The only good thing about this movie is taht the lead actress notbad looking

checkout today morning =\ kinda miss everythinggg my frends especially haha most of them gonna start school next week oh man /emo. Cab home wif eric and wei cong. Took a long from erm 6+ till 1030 lol and im feeling very awake now.

Was going to go ice skate tmr but most of my classmates dont wan oh well=\. Looking super forward to the class chalet on monday! cantt wait

IM DOWNLOADING DEVIL WEARS PRADA TO KEEP ME COMPANY TMR


i'll lock myself alone in a room
drink until the clock strikes noon
with just a pen and pill and some paper

and maybe i'll write a sad song
or another cliche poem
of the person that i long to be

- Senses fail

Stuck : Coral sea - jay and lara

feeling soo tired now

friday - Uncle fetched my grandparents and me to my cousins house at old airport road there to celebrate hes birthday lol and hes 5 year old so imagine me going to some 5 year old kids party omg but nvm hes very cute BUT shy. The food there all very cute also. All fer kids like those sandwhich cut into some very cute shape then got different shapes of fried chicken BLA BLA and omg the birthday cake so cute and unique. Its not a cake but rather cupcakes yea got 2 trays of it and 1 tray got around 9 i think ahhalooks nice but i did not eat:(. aiya let all the small kids go eat better.

eh woke up at 11 this morning to go play soccer wif ernest lih long and gang. More of the "dota gang". Freaking early and im not used to it:(. Took 15 to marine parade and on the way, wei cong and de jie bought the bus. Met some "long time no see friends" like WENG HONG omg lol a funny and cute guy. CUTE as in the way he behave HAAHHA. All of us was like damn long nver exercise/ play sports cuz we play fer like 10mins then cannot take it then mus break fer 15mins lol abit sad:( but nvm still very fun and lots laughter haha. Took cab home from ernest house wif wei cong and dejie wah lou damn lazy and freakin tired to take the bus. SOMEMORE BUS STOP SO FAR

giong to wei cong house tmr in the noon then to ernest house atn ight to watch soccer and overnight gaminglol. THEN GOING HOME ON MONDAY MORNING TO PACK UP AND PREPARE FER CHALET SONG BOHBYEBYE

Stuck : Everywhere - michelle branch

went to the gym yesterday wif kc. Saw meldon there lol omg reminds me of the 17 bucks that i owe him IJESJEJSE. Stayed there fer about 2hours then we went east link mall to eat DUCK RICE. Went home and spent the rest of the day playing dota till at night haha omg dota madness

Woke up at 3pm today and went to check out my results. Quite happy with it haha. managed to pass all my subject and hence NO SUP PAPER. Finally i can enjoy in peace. Went to ly shop wif eric in the evening to buy ps2 game. Bought the new ff7 game and have yet to tried it. maybe tmr then play cuz i got no plans tmr and i guess i will have to stay at hoome again:( but nvm at least got things to do fer tmr PS2 omg winning eleeven is fun. watched the barcelona and liverpool match yesterday night. omg barcelona VS that bulgarian team like Brazil vs tampines rovers, no kick fer them

CHAMPIONS LEAGUE STARTING SOON. MANUTD VS CELTIC.

5 MORE DAYS TO CHALETTTTTT WOWOWOWOOWOWO

Stuck : Coral sea - jay chou and lara

omg i love lara's voice in this song. like serioulsy damn sweet and also chio. i mean shes chio


woke up at around 230 today. Oh man its like a routine now fer me, waking up at 2+ everyday and play the com till at night tthen go slp etc etc. BORING but i went to ly shop today to buy game. Its been a long time since i saw him haha and yea went there played ps2 fer awhile then went home. bought winning 11 and cant wait to play wif the guys during chalet.

got a slight headache today and once again panadol save the day!

going to the gym tmr wif kc and maybe some others. BUTT no plans fer the rest of the day:( maybe i shld download a movie tonight and watch it tmr HEHE but i feel guilty:( "SAY NO TO PIRACY".

go watch "john tucker must die!"

Stuck : Chasing cars - snow patrol

omg "JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE" is a MUST WATCH movie. GO WATCH!


good nite!


if nothing last forever,
will u be my nothing

lol omg another typical "emo/lost in love/heartbroken/lovesick" quote

im so bored:( so i shall tagmyself and do this quiz HEHE

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!

4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

NOTE: Windows Media Player!

How are you feeling today?
perfect(acoustic version) - Simple plan

eh wow wat a nice song. Partly described how i feel today. Feeling bit sad today maybe because of last night:( but besides that im alright.

Will you get far in life?
Everything is alright - Motion city soundtrack

lol i guess everything is gonna be alright fer me now but not sure how far will i get in life:( maybe EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT = can go far in life. This song has a catchy tune!

How do your friends see you?
playing with fire - emery

omg sound so scary. playing wif fire;( but to me playing wif fire means dangerous or risky or stupid so i hope my frends wont see me that way :D

Will you get married?
toys and flavors - The hellacopters

eh lol got no idea wat does this song got to do wif the question BUT to me, this song is quite a cute and happy song so that means maybe i will get married to a cute and happy girl SONG BOH

What is your best friend's theme song?
the ocean - Mae

maybe my best frend is a calm / emo person who always spends hes/her time at the ocean or beach alone HAHA

What is the story of your life?
home sick - the spill canvas

omg im not a homesick person pls :( no no not true

What was primary school like?
im ready - jacks mannequin

eh my pri sch is a medium size blue/green building so i got no idea wat does that song title got to do with it=\

How can you get ahead in life?
lost in a fantasy - a dozen furies

ooo now i get it. maybe i shld get lost in a fantasy in order to get ahead in life. maybe i shld play more final fantasy

What is the best thing about your friends?
all these things that ive done - the killers

maybe the best things about my friends is that after "all these things that ive done", either good or bad, we are still frends at the end of the day!

What is in store for this weekend?
holiday from real - jacks mannequin

woo yea its the holidays now but no idea wats in store fer this weekend:(.

What song describes you?
the fiction we live - from autumn to ashes

nice acoustic song. "You might be just what I need, No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long, But we only exist in this song". A verse from the song and hmm sounds quite bad:(. But maybe its true

To describe your grandparents?
aeroplane - bjork

hmm. My grandparents is like an aeroplane because aeroplane always fly high into the sky and my grandparents is also "flying" their in their 80's/90's woo

How is your life going?
famous last tears - a vacant affair

haha my life is fine now, still trying to enjoy as much as i can during the holidays and nope im not crying everday.

What song will they play at your funeral?
remenissions - avenged sevenfold

although this is quite a heavy/hardcore song, but the chorus has a nice melody. So maybe i will play this song during my funeral because fer the intro and verse, with its heavy melody, it might wake the dead which means i will be revived and say some parting words to my frends and families and then when the chorus comes, i will go back to sleep. omg so imaginative

How does the world see you?
army of me - bjork & skunk anansie

maybe to the world, there is an army of edmund. So everywhere they go, they will see me lol but dont find me annoying pls:(

Will you have a happy life?
we've had enough - alkaline trio

maybe ive had enough of the nonsense thats happenning and yes i will have a happy life in the future

What do your friends really think of you?
dou shuo hao le, que zhe yang - jay chou

eh in english i THINK this means, "how come this will happen, thought we discuss already?" omg sound so funny but this sounds abit bad. maybe to my frends, ive commit the same mistake even though we talked about it already:(

Do people secretly lust after you?
change your mind - the all american-rejects

holy shit no. CHANGE YOUR MIND!

How can I make myself happy?
chun zai - 5566

lol maybe if i continue to exist, i will make myself happy=D

What should you do with your life?
canon in d rock - funtwo

lol omg does this means i have to learn to play this song ? im doing it now though omg so true lol.

Will you ever have children?
fashion show - eighteen visions

lol omg yes maybe i will have enough children to be in a fashion show. WAH O_O


okay im done with this quiz. enjoy!

Stuck : Alkaline trio - radio

Suppose to go to the gym today wif KC but morning he called and said hes body still aching lol so yea tuesday then go. Went skating instead wif choon and mao in the evening.

SIGH something reallly sad happened at night.

no plans fer tmr. prolly gonna stay at home and watch JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE. haha downloading it now 6 hours more!.

eh shit my table the light spoil :( keep on flickering. eyes damn pain holy no

Stuck : The all american-rejects - Move along

HEYEE. been quite some time since i update this blog but I SHALL NOT BE LAZY and do it today :)

wednesday - Went to gym wif kc in the morning. The one at tampines sports hall HOHO. Had lunch at ez-link mall then went home rest awhile. Went down to chinatown to meet mao to have our haircut in the evening. omg mao is now botak. Oh was watching idol on tvmobile on the way home. Wah so shiok i thought i will miss it but thanks to tv mobile! but omg the bus so noisy cant hear. HOW? so i tune in to 89.3FM on my mp3 that is broadcasting the current show on tvmobile. as smart as smarties

thursday - Woke up early to go katong s.c to play lan wif some classmates of mine. Spend like 4hours there lol playing gunz, dota bla bla. I brought my thumbdrive there just to play gunz. smart ass. went to eat katong laksa at the shop nearby. omg so spicy i cant finish:(. Oh then went to meet ray and gang at night cuz ray is going to army on friday so yeap sort of a small gathering. Took cab down to the coffeeshop near matt's house then eat there and talk talk. Went to matt's house after that and overnighted there. SOOO Fun especially playing WINNING ELEVEN. Then also got a small drinking session.

We slept fer like 1 and a half hours only last night cuz we had to wake up at 615 to prepare to send ray off. Took the mrt from bedok to BOON LAY holy shit what a way to start the day. Got around 14 of us went haha including hes dad and siblings. But yea he can only bring 3 person into the camp wif him ahah so hes gf, choon and carol went. So the rest of us went to mac to eat breakfast. THen walk around jurong point. Took the train home at 10 then yea all of us slept like dog. Reached home at 11++++ then took a bath, play abit of com and went out to meet weicong to go to ernest house again fer "lan gaming" session. Played the usual stuffs there haha and yea prolly going there again on monday. Went home at 7 and STILL feeling tired;(.

damn sian duno what to do now. like still early hai


2 more weeks to chalet OMG FASTER PLS

omg i up at 330pm today AIEJAE :( but cant blame. i slept at 430 yesterday cuz kee hian, wei cong and me was playing some riddle game in warcraft. SO FUN its like you need to guess the riddles to complete so total there are like 40lvls haha and the riddles are really cool. Shall post some up soon hehe.

stayed at home yesterday AND today. bleah Nothing much to do cept playing and playing. Boring.
Prolly skating tmr.

suddenly got the urge to drink bubble tea HOHO


what a dull and boring entry
SORRY

Stuck : Eighteen visions - broken hearted

omg feeling so tired now. Just finished a 1hr 40min game of dota. yeap dota. its been months since i last played that but recently got back to it cause of my frends BUT not really into it. just play when my frends ask me too because its kinda boring somehow =
friday - Woke up early to go meet wei cong at his house bus stop. Then we took bus to ernest house. Met daryl there. Had a really fun time at hes house haha playing games together like dota etcetc. Oh thats when i started to play dota after months of not touching it. Stayed at his house from 1pm to 8pm then went home. Cant wait fer the next "lan gaming" session HOHO.

Went skating today wif the usual guys at the usual place. Nothing much happened but omg i cant skate properly now wtf quite pissed and i sprained my ankle just now but not that serious kind of sprain BUT enough to stop me from skating for awhile oh great piece of shit. Took bus home this time wif choon instead of skating back.

No plans for tmr.. we'll see how it goes =D


when we build this dreams on sand
how they all slip thru our hands....

Stuck : Mae - Suspension

chiobu OPKEAPOKEAEIh



So today is teachers day celebration. Went back to cchy wif eric and some others and FINALLY i collected my o level cert together with the school mag WOO. Saw quite alot of my ex class and school mates in school haha. Some of them changed alot and yea miss having lessons with them :(. Went up to the hall to watch the celebration. Normal la nothing much but i like the juggling thing. Didnt know our juniors so pro lol. Saw alot of teachers too like MDM SUE our history teacher, MRS CHOO our chem teacher, MRS NG my sec2 maths/form teacher and omg she still remember us /me touched. Saw mdm teo and bla bla the list goes on. Got quite pissed at something that happened but shall not say it out here hehe. Certainly missed all the teachers ahah but too bad MR LOO my physics teacher was longer in cchy :( he xfered to st hildas sigh hes such a great and fun teacher. LIKE RICK TOH HAHA. So after the visiting and stuff, wei cong ernest wayne and me went to suntec to catch the movie "monster house". daryl met us there. Kinda disappointed cuz the show kinda suck seriously lol. Finding nemo is much better and im talking about cartoons here. Got a slight headache during and after the show..damn annoying. oh and thanks to my brother for helping us book the tix =D. Walked around suntec after the show then we went in to PK com to see see. Played some boxing game on xbox360 lol damn funny pls the game. The grapchis and all was damn power and can really laugh at the guy's face when he got punched real bad. But damn real la and kinda sick. Took bus 10 home after that. Tired like dog Going to ernest house tmr wif wei cong and daryl to play computer. We bringing our laptops there so yea can play together haha shiok. toodles all


..and i feel like talking to you
but i dont want to fall for u