and i've got so much left to say
if every simple song i wrote to u
would take your breath away
i'll write it all ..

HELLO miss kandy. Yes she forced me to blog about her AGAIN. I know ure gonna be happy because this entry is fer u only lol.

anyway glad to hear that ure doing fine now. Enjoying holidays right haha. Best of luck in finding a job okay haha and continue to be cheerful and love more people! lol wowooo

See u soon!

pictures time



at mac.








black black

Sunday sunday sunday

Woke up at 2pm today cuz i slept at around 4 last night lol. Went online awhile..then took a bath and went of to meet xw at tm in the noon. Went to popular first cuz she needs to get some printing paper and exercise books. Walked to some shop in century square to get the black nail polish that we wanted but they dun have it anymore so we walked down to watsons and bought it.

Went to mac after that fer lunch. yeap then took bus home. Yh came over to do mmp proposal but i was feeling damn tired so did not do much lol sigh. Mum just helped me to paint my nails black.

omg man u VS chelsea at 12. BIG MATCHHHHHHH. dun feel like going to sch if man utd lose=
anyway....

MMP = Murder me pls:(

SIGH STILL SUFFERING FROM THE MMP HEADACHE:(. when will it ever end.....

anyway. We went to johns house today in hoping to at least start on our MMP proposal but..........

met xw first then we went hougang interchange to meet kc and pq. Took bus 112 to johns house. Stayed at hes room the whole day lol besides going out to the living room to eat spaghetti(yummy) Thanks auntie. TRIED to start on MMP but the mood wasnt there..sigh all of us was playing away...taking pictuers, youtubeing etc etc. I only managed to write like a few sentences fer the first part of my proposal...great. Went to hougang mall fer dinner. Ate at the foodcourt. Pq went off first cuz she got smth to attend to. So after dinner, kc xw and me went our own way while john and hes gf went shopping. Supposed to go home but then we decided to go play pool lol..and that was after like 20mins of standing at the same spot thinking and deciding. Actually we wanted to play fer awhile only but omg ended up playing fer like 2 hours lol. John came down and joined us too. So the total was like 17bucks. But still fun la..although i lost most of the time:(

Took bus 27 home wif xw. Reached home at 1130 :O.

MMP MMP MMP
im trying to continue writing my pathetic summary now. I NEED THE MOTIVATION

woke up at 12 today. Get to slp fer around 10 hours. Shiokkk.

Left fer sch at 330. Cmsk was alright. Lesson ended early. Went home to take deck. Then went to the basketball court at yh house there wif kc and yh to play. 2 of yh frends came too. Played fer around 2 hours. HATE the people there..damn annoynig and cocky..but lmao we won like every round. HEHE. Went to east point fer dinner wif yh and kc. Bought bubble tea after that and walked home wif yh. Kc went to play pool wif hes cousin.

Tonight was kind of good and maybe bad but still..
thanks for the msn conversations:)



hate mmp proposal. HATE HATE HATE

In your bedroom you have:
[ ] a television
[x] cd player
[x] vcds
[] dvds
[ ] dvd player
[ ] playstation/xbox
[x] radio
[x] computer/laptop
[ ] fridge
[ ] bathroom
[x] posters
TOTAL: 5

You are allowed to:
[x] party
[x] go to the mall with friends
[x] eat unhealthy stuff
[x] stay out til past midnight
[x] have ur own curfew
[x] pick ur own school
[x] buy ur own stuff
[ ] drive anywhere
[x] drink liquor
[x] curse

TOTAL: 9

Have you ever?
[x] talk back to ur parents
[ ] sneak out at night
[x] been "told" not "scolded"
[x] been out of country
[x] shopped til u drop
[x] been given more money than u needed
[ ] felt u were heavily guarded
[ ] spent thousands in one store only
[ ] made ur parent(s) cry
[x ] yelled at ur maid

TOTAL: 7

DO YOU
[ ] have what u need
[ ] get what u want
[ ] travel a lot
[ ] have a maid
[ ] have a driver
[ ] get a high allowance
[x] do whatever u want
[x] have branded clothing
[ ] have a credit card
[x] eat whenever u want

TOTAL: 3

DO YOUR PARENTS
[ ] ever scold you for not following your curfew
[ ] give u EVERYTHING u want
[x] trust you
[x] buy you things for the sake of buying them
[x] give you "extra cash" when you're out somewhere
[ ] think u should have the best and only the best
[x] want you to be happy
[x] help you
[x] love you
[x] pay for the mess you've made

TOTAL: 7

multiply the total number by 2 to get your spoilt percentage.
31 x 2 = 62%

im not spoilt lol. this quiz is fake!

Hey ho

Woke up wif runny nose this morning:( wat a way to start the day..the aircon is freezing me the whole night. Reached school at 8. Less than half of the class there. Guessed everyone overslept..cuz waking up so early just fer Thursday only is really difficult=\. But apel was fun as usual..haha cant stand rick toh..so damn funny pls. Had 4 hours break after that. Went to the NTUC near my house wif john wz and kc. Bought some food and chips then went to the 7-11 near my house..bought some drinks and then met up wif the girls. Went to wy's house to slack after that. The guys fried the onion rings that we bought from ntuc but it turned out to be a disaster. Onion rings become mashed potatoes:(. Abit sad but we still ate lol. Played some card games that involves drinking of alcohol lol. Kc damn poor thing pls..he drank the most and i bet hes high. HAHA took some pictures and also recorded a video of him just now but i shall not post it up HEHE. So we played indian poker after finishing the drinks and shall not go into detail for that.
Went back to sch fer mmp at1. Got freakin annoyed. Cant think of any idea for my topic. fucked up but in the end i got some helped from those diong the same topics as me especially john and also pillai. Just need to organise abit..sigh still abit blur about my idea and im sure i will have a TOUGH time doing it sigh..but luckily i saw someone after MMP1 that made me felt better HAHAAHOOO

Went to play table tennis after that. played fer 2 hours lol not bad la..quite fun.

Shared cab home wif wy and kc after that. Had really bad gastric=\..went home took cash and guitar then cab down to peninsula cuz i was late. FREAKIN HELL THE CAB FARE 18bucks. WTFH@*#&@. Damn sian pls seriously..im really broke now sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

jamming was way better than ytd haha thats fer sure..Completing our 2nd originals soon lol wooo

Trained home

lesson starts at 4 tmr lol. shiok



and im sick of always talking
when theres no change

i wish i could look into the future and see whether im still alive next friday.
MMP proposal is murdering me

Woke up ON time today. Met wy and alicia on the bus. Saw pq at safra and we all walked to school even though we know we're gonna be late. Didnt notice yh until we reached school. He was all along walking behind us. Trying to backstab right :(

Cmsk was alright. Presented our topic today on traditional clothing of various countries. I chose greece cuz its the only country that has info on the net:(. Lazy to go library to read up haha.
MMP1 after that..didnt do anything much..pillai briefed us on the killer proposal. Sigh sigh sigh..still dun have any idea=\ and time is runnning out.....
Went to mensa fer lunch. Played table tennis after that at the stadium there. lol the guys booked the table during MMP so we played fer like 1 hour. Damn freakin hot pls that place. WHERES THE FAN!?

Ides after that. Chose our topic fer the main assignment. Uniquely asia - Singapore.
Did some microsite using PHOTOSHOP and dreamweaver. omg photoshop in imac can really kill u. felt like smashing the com. Damn sucky.

Walked home wif yh wy and wz. Took cash and guitar then went off to meet the guys fer jamming at peninsula. Jamming was kinda sucky today..everyone thinks so too. Not sure why but anyway we wont be playing fer the gig on friday anymore..not prepared fer it. Sad but no choice..no worries theres still Rockin xmas:). Be sure to support us okay hehe

apel at 8am tmr. SIGHHH





and im right
once again...

things wont be
the same for the next
few days or maybe weeks

Quiz time!. from wy's blog


7 Random Things About Me:
- lazy
- rarely punctual
- easily paranoid(kc's favourite word)
- i dont usually start a conversation unless necessary
- i admire both guys and girls. but of course more of girls HAHA
- i love oranges
- im not a people person

7 Things That Scare Me:
- pillai rejecting my MMP
- failing exams
- ghost :(
- losing my frends and loved ones
- warning letter from school
- rejection :(
- Losing my wallet or handphone or mp3.

7 Random Songs:
- thrice - artist in the ambulance(love it)
- jay - feng (sweet)
- plain white t's - a lonely september(touching)
- Rise against - injection(nice)
- Rise against - paperwings(all time favourite)
- Sum 41 - pieces(emo emo)
- Scary kids scarying kids - The city sleeps in flames(time fer some screaming)

7 people to do this:
- anyone x7

Skipped

I overslept today :(


Lesson starts at 9 but i woke up at 850. Bath, skipped breakfast and went to school. Stepped in the class at 930. Never learn anything for DTAT today so the 3 hours were basically spent on sketching our sketch books and printing out pictures fer visual references. Handed up my cd which contains all the pictures, the "photo album" and showed teacher my sketchbook at the end of the lesson. Fwahhhhowww felt super happy. Another HUGE assignment done:) but the sad thing is im still marked as "Late" :( despite bootlicking the teacher so many times .....lol just kidding.

Skipped cmaths lecture today. Went to jupiter cafe fer lunch wif wy xw and wz. YUMMY CHICKEN LEG PASTA! finally i can get to eat it fer the 2nd time of my poly life. Last time always sold out.damn fast pls. but we waited like 20mins for the food:(. Went back to flavours to find the rest. Wz went off first to meet hes frends. Asked john to skip hes psychology tutorial wif me lol cuz i really dun feel like going fer my french tut so we flipped a coin and i guess God is on our side as well so we skipped our tutorials lol. Tried to pull more people to skip wif us but all so hardworking:( haha nah they have some jap presentation to do.

Took bus home.

alright i think i gonna continue my ides ex1 lol shit haven finish that:(.


i feel so bad
but then its too late
u're hurt, im mad
is this goodbye?

finallyyyyy a night that i can relax and not touch my work. sigh its really rare to be able to not do any work and just slack the whole night..

So we started off the day with a cmaths test on binaries and i would say it wasnt that difficult..my last minute revision paid off i guess haha. Now i kinda understand more on the topic even though i skipped lectures..and im not saying im smart or smth.
2 hours of OOPG after that..fuck i hate ARRAY i swear. java itself is already very complicating and now array..sigh
Went to flavours fer lunch after that..and yeap as usual, skipped cmaths lecture. Went to the bookshop first cuz yh wanna buy a sketchbook then after that kc wz yh and me took cab back to my house. Took some cash, ate some oranges(yum) and then we left fer parklane..the place where we printed our dtat stuff. Took bus 518 there. Wz and yh wanted to print their stuff but yh haven finish taking pictures lol so wz printed hes first. Then slowly and surprinsingly, more of our classmates appeared lol cuz they wanna print their work too ahha. I think like half the class came and we were like siting all over the place. The security guard damn angry pls lol cuz we blocking the way omg angryman. The 4 of us left there first at aruond 6.15..went to chinatown to cut my hair. Took a cab there lol cuz lazy to walk to the mrt station and omfg the surcharge is 3 bucks pls*&@#@. Soo after i cut-ed my hair, we went hunting fer food and end up at some coffeeshop. Ate chicken rice and its really damn scary the chicken. We ordered one whole chicken which cost 18 bucks lol damn nice la. Fer more info on the chicken and other stuff, go to wz blog fer the pictures:D.

Took bus 12 home wif yh after that. The conversation on the way back was somewhat funny and i felt better after saying somethings out. THANKS YONS haha


long day tmr..sigh hate tuesdays. FRENCH TUT AND LECTURE !@*(&@(&#

sigh its the end of the weekends

Saturday - Went to the mac at tamp interchange wif wy pq and kc to do some work. Completed my ides assignment2 there yea felt great and accomplished haah another assignment done. Slacked there till around 7 then walked home wif kc. Changed into jeans cuz i meeting lex and the rest and we're gonna go some club at somerset to celebrate lex bday lol so mus wear formal abit aww sucked. u know how much i hate wearing jeans. Supposed to meet at 8 but i reached at 830 and i thought i was late but the rest haven even reached, only lex and hes gf. So we waited fer around 15mins fer the rest. The club or pub we went to was called rouge. First time going to such place haha and i felt so "adult" there. Actually we cant get in cuz need to be 25years old to get in but lex made a reservation so yea thank god. So we did the usual stuff that others did lol..drink, played pool and some other games there. Watched the manutd match there too. Had some live band performance also etc etc. Managed to not get myself drunk or high lol though i drank quite alot. Actually only matt was drunk haha. Left that place at around 1am. Slacked outside some 7-11 nearby. Police came and spot check us..nothing better to do i guess.Walked to cine to meet mattx cuz he cant go in the pub..long story but in the end he went to watch "the covenant" HIMSELF lol abit sad. So we slacked outside cheers there and we took a cab back. Decided not to overnight cuz need to go out early the next day which is today. Shared cab wif choon eunice and christiana.. 33bucks total lol fucked

Woke up at 10am today. Supposed to meet clarence and the rest at 11 at bugis to go print our DTAT pictures but i overslept haha and thanks to pq's msg which woke me up if not.......
Reached there at around 1130 lol sorry guys. Walked to bras basah but the shop does not open on sundays:( so we walked to parklane there and managed to find a shop that has freehand and also able to print out stuff but all of our work wasnt ready yet so we went to macdonalds to eat and also to do abit of dtat before printing it. Kc and me went to play lan fer 1 hour haha cuz very tempting and i miss playing cs :(....so we played cs and of course i won HAHA.
Finally we went to print our work and it sure took a long time. Supposed to meet shawn and the rest fer jamming at 5 at peninsula but i left that place at around 6 lol realy sorry guys.. i know im always late fer appoinments:( i will try to change.
So we jammed till around 7 and then took the train home while the guys went fer dinner.
Thats about it




why cant i be right for the good things
and be wrong for the bad things
why must it always be the opposite


feel like skipping school tmr

i'll be going thru withdrawal of u
for this one night

back

Finally its the weekends. Stressful and fuckedup week it has been. Dont really have the time to update thanks to the amount of work we had to hand in this week. Sucked.

So we are out of the directors cup thingy lol oh well kinda sadd but nvm. Had lots of fun though

Went to school at 1pm today to do our MMP thing thats due in the evening. Skipped OOPG lecture as usual. I think i can remove that 2 hours lecture from my timetable. I never attended the full 2 hours before.

Most of the people were already in the lab doing their mmp. Mr jonathan came in and we showed him our design. Damn scary pls..dun feel like showing him mine at first cuz later if he rejects mine, its doomsday fer me cuz i really dun have another idea fer my design but yea luckily mine wasnt that bad, just had to touch up abit. Went fer cmsk3 at 4. Printed out my report but forgot to leave a 1.5cm spacing inbetween the text lol so had to go back down to IISO lab to reprint and by the time we got back to class, its already 5pm so 1 hour of lesson gone just like that. Did not do anything much today, teacher just taught us how to find info online using some complicated method. The "TP" method.

Went to the stadium there to find wy and lj cuz they just finished their relay thing. Lj lost her thumbdrive cuz her frend left it at the com lab and forgot to take it out. Its kinda sad cuz most of her assignments are inside and she did not keep a backup copy of it. Hopefully some kind soul will return it to her or at least pass it to some teacher.

I almost lost my thumbdrive the other day too. Left it at ides lab on wed and i forgot to take it. I only realised it on thursday noon ahha. Went back to the lab there and the teacher inside said she pass it to another teacher so i went up and find him. Thankgod its there. so hopefully the "ending" will happen to u.

Went jamming at simei wif the guys after that. its been a long time since we last jammed so yea practice abit before the gig next friday. Played our first original and i think it sounds nice yeap. Jammed fer 2 hours then took a bus back home. Luckily the journey back was only 10mins..couldnt stand the headache

Oh and my frend kandy claimed that she reads my blog but was sad cuz i nver write anything bout her HAHA. Dun angry pls:( see i included ur name here so be happy:D haha
see u soon la okay. take care!


oh..
im sitting here
trying to convince myself
that ure not the one for me

just reached home. skipped french lecture lol cuz im too lazy but anyway time fer another quiz!. shall do a proper update later on.

1.Where were you 2 hours ago?
in sch com lab
2. Where will you be two hours from now?
HOME
3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yea some cloth
4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
eh last saturday i guess.
5. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope
6. When was the last time you went out of the state?
very very long ago
7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope:(
8. What was the last thing you had to drink?
orange juice
9.What are you wearing right now?
shirt shorts and the necessary
10. What was your last purchase?
TEH PENG.(milk tea)
11. Last food you ate?
KFC
12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
alex
13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
nope
14. Do you have a pet?
fish? lol
15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
directors cup. captains ball and basketball
16. What is/was your favorite class?
APEL of course
17. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
overseas with my frends. anywhere will do
18. What is the last thing you purchased online?
nothing (LoL sorry to pq and kc, i lied)
19. How old are your parents?
close to 50
20. What is your favorite soup?
anything thats not bitter
21. Do you miss anyone?
of course i do. I missing my frends every min HAHA
.22. Last play you saw?
not sure
23. What are your plans for tomorrow?
school in the day basketball at night
24. Who is the last person you messaged on myspace?
no one
.25. Ever go to camp?
pri 5 camp:(
26. Are you an honor roll student in school?
dun think so
27.What do you think will happen in the future?
more AV
28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
nope
29. Do you have a tan?
dun think so
30. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
NO IDEA seriously
31. Do you collect anything?
eh not really. i cant keep things well
.32. Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
nope but i want one badly:( piercing i mean
33. How do you like your soda?
wtf?
34. Do you like hot sauce?
still can la
35. Last time you took a shower?
morning
36. What is your mood right now?
stress angry frustrated paranoid
37. Are you someones best friend?
hope so haha
38. What's the last TV show you watched?
some news this morning=

thats all! time to bath and eat and do some work. fuck mmp1 seriously

in school now but lesson damn boring. Let me do this

The top 10 qualities you look for in a guy/girl-friend(stead sounds childish):

- nice hair(head hair)

- bubbly

- understanding. like really understanding

- able to accept my group of friends

- average looking will be good.

- shorter or same height as me

- an extrovert will be nice

- dun flirt too much

- dun smoke

- most IMPT, not the cheena type



top 5 qualities you look for in a friend

- easy-going

- no gangsters pls

- no attention seekers pls

- dun betray me pls

- open minded


DONE. time to do some shity exercise

shity week

First day of the week. Mondays lesson seriously suck. Cmaths tut is really frustrating cuz i dun understand that stupid topic. i know i said that quite a few times already but its really pissing me off. OOPG was alright.......abit boring and kinda confusing but sigh thats wat java is all about. Went to flavours fer lunch then went fer CMATHS lecture and again its pissing me off..everything about cmaths is nightmare fer me. I dun understand wat the hheck hes teaching fuk AH dammn angry.

Went to iiso lab after that to do abit of CMSK with my grp then isketched with the rest of the people lol till like around 6. Grab a bite at flavours then went to the basketball court to watch the match. Ours is at 830 so we have to wait fer like 2hours lol. Damn scary pls..almost every team damn big size and tall and pro and they are all year2/3 :(. So finally it was our turn..played against some team called "abc"..got a few of them from our course yea so that means got a few year1s. Anyway to cut the long story short, we won them. 24-11 good job mates haha. For more detailed info on the match..go read johns blog. Left there at 10 which is damn late cuz need to support those playing captain's ball too haha but they play halfway the lights went off lol so i think their match is postponed.

Took bus home wif kc and yh.

Tuesday tmr which means french day and i haven do my french hw yet..sigh haven revise thru the notes also. im so dead..gonna make use of every single minute i have to revise thru french lol. Gonna sleep now..feeling tired and my eyes is hurting

sigh this week is gonna be the worst ever...

im sorry if im a burden to u guys


things arent so beautiful now

my eyes are hurting now. maybe because i did not sleep much

Went to cut my hair in the noon at some shop beside johns house. Yeap and it cost me 3 bucks because i cut my fringe only haah. Cab-ed to my house to collect johns cam cuz he left it there yesterday. Changed, ate abit and took a bus to downtown east to meet clar pq and kc to do some work. Did abit of DTAT. I wanted to do my ides but forgot to bring the sketchbook =\ and i cant do much of DTAT cuz i left my thumbdrive at home which contains most of the photos fer the assignment so yea did not do anything much in the end haha. Played abit of dota then john kc and me cab-ed to johns house to play basketball. Freakin broke now pls..whole day cab here cab there fk. Played fer like 2 hours..yea the last training before tmr's match ahha. Went home at 9pm. took bus home this time:D

Just finished doing some DTAT..need more pictures sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
prolly gonna sleep early..tired

boring day tmr..monday suck

Im at johns house now. Sleptover last night and im now waiting fer him to bath/wank finish

Yesterday was quite a fun day hanging out wif john and wingyi. Supposed to meet at 1pm and wow wy reached at 1.30pm. Headed to subway fer lunch first and damn paisey pls..first time eating there and i duno how to order lol seriously damn paisey. Then we went to esplanade to take some pictures fer dtat. Was raining at that time. Ran to memorial park to take a few shots there then went to tcc at citylink to slack awhile. Took the train back wif wy and john to simei then we slacked at the coffeeshop near my house there. Called yong han down to join us. Talked abit of basketball tactic lol then we all went home. John came my house to shit and also to slack till 8 so that there wont be any surcharge. Yeap then cab-ed to hes house. Wanted to cut my hair at the hougang plaza there but they closing alr. So basically we played dota, conference call wif the guys (MT) and yea thats about it. Slept at around 3 and woke up at 12.

Going down to join pq and the rest at downtown east to do some work. DAMN BASTARD PLS alll nver call us when going out..mus call them first tsk. Okay john is done with hes business now and its my turn to bath and then go cut hair.

girls are headache but guys need them

Last day of the week.

Went to play basketball with the guys at 12. Saw meldon on the way there. The girls came and joined us after awhile and we went fer lunch at the coffeeshop. Attended makeup lesson fer MMP at 3. jonathan explained the 2 assignments to us. Still got no idea wat to do and how to start. I seriously dont know how am i gonna finish those 2 shit.

Cmsk3 after that. boring lesson..showed teacher our report draft and the rest of the lesson was just slacking and chatting. Chose our MMP topics during cmsk too. The process wasnt easy. lots of anger and disapprovement. First time seeing the class in this kind of situation.

Went to flavours to slack awhile then attended the directorscup briefing at 630. So we are gonna play on next monday,wed,thurs and fri and all match starts at 6.30pm. Great..
tiredness + rushing of assignments = fail.

Kc came my house to take the photoshop cd. Not feeling good tonight...all the frustrations and problems......

Ate 6slices of cheesecake and 6 oranges. Maybe eating lots of food can solve all of this. How i wish i can enjoy every single trouble i have now..just like how i enjoy eating oranges. If thats the case, it wont be called trouble dumbo




perhaps i should not continue
perhaps..

Not sure whats the right word to describe how i feel now.
Today was prolly the worst day ever fer semester2. Im not being emo and all in this entry but im sure most of my mates are feeling the same as me now.

Wednesday - Had lots of fun. jonathan pillai did not come fer the 2 hours mmp lab so we had a total of 4 hours break. Played a new game called Isketch. Credits to mal fer introducing it to us and now the whole class is playing it even ms peggy during ides. Forgot how i went home.

Today started off pretty well. Went to play basketball in the morning wif classmates. "training" fer director's cup. Those involved in captains ball was also there playing. Left fer flavours at 1230. Ate abit and went fer mmp1. First part of the lesson was just 2 groups presenting their topic. The second part is the killer and the reason why it spoilt the whole day. We were thrown 2 assignments which is due on wk4 and wk6 or wk5. yes wk4 which is next week and we're suppose to design an interface..like a website with 2 pages using photoshop. I know nuts about photoshop and to design an interface in 1week .....sigh. The second assignment is sort of a proposal and seriously im still not sure wat mus we do. Besides mmp1, theres still other assignments to hand in like the report fer cmsk, ides sketching, dtat phototaking. So i have to hand in at least one assignment from week4 to week7. I seriously wonder how am i gonna finish all of this. Wats more..the director's cup is next week..wow. God bless me. I dont feel like playing fer the cup anymore. Theres a gig on 24th november too which is on week5 and we haven even practiced fer it. Im not sure how am i gonnna fork out time fer this. Skating on the usual friday night is gonna be "staying at home and do work" fer me. No more hanging out wif frends on wkends fer now. No more gaming fer now. Suddenly i felt like im living in someone elses life..so not use to everything.

The only good thing that happened today was APEL i guess..yes mr rick toh never fails to make us laugh. Love hes lessons. Ate at flavours after school..feeling tired and worn out. Lots of stuff running thru my mind. Walked home wif kc. took a few pictures on the way back.


Gonna start doing my draft fer the report now.


and i cant tell if ure laughing
between each smile theres a tear in ur eye

Bleeding Star
nice right this picture!

Today was a long and tiring day. Wore jeans today yes be surprised be "wow-ed" be ":O" anyway first lesson was 3 hours of dtat. Showed the teacher our pictures and i think most of my pictures can be used but most of them got nothing to do with my topic:( sigh gonna spend lots of time taking pictures related to my topic this week. After showing her our pictures, we had a short break then she taught us how to use macromedia freehand and stuff that is needed fer our assignment and that whole part of the lesson is boring like hell. I dont know wat shes teaching at all.

Cmaths lecture after that. Also damn boring cuz CMATHS1 IS SHIT.

Went to flavours fer lunch. French tutorial at 2pm. Learnt quite alot today but still no frends yet HAHAHA. Went home after tutorial fer awhile cuz got 2 hours break before french lecture. Kc followed me home. Changed into shorts HAAHA cuz damn hot la yea and oh i forgot to mention that im in love with oranges..especially those thats kept in the fridge one..cold cold damn nice to eat pls.
Left at 5.30. Met up with pq and the rest outside cheers at business sch. Then all of them went fer jap lecture and i went fer my french. Lecture was quite fun maybe cuz of the lecturer lol and i think lots of people is in love with him yes even the guys cuz i kept hearing people saying "see!!! so cute ha ha ha" and stuff and i mean every action he does, people will comment lol but yea true la hes actions are quite funny haha. Watched some french musical video at the start and the end of lecture. Kinda nice even though i dun understand=\. I reallly need to revise and revise and revise thru my french textbook cuz its getting harder and harder now and i kept forgetting wat i learnt ahhhhh. how to pass :(



a perfect end
to a perfect night
and i feel so alright

and instantly i feel so complete
it hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
and you give me this feeling
it's like no other feeling
but it knocks me off my feet

please don't ask me what i like about you
cause it's every little thing you do
and that's just the way you make me feel



KA PO PI ESJD

Stuck : hey now - Fm static

Sunday - Went to matt house to slack in the noon. Was taking pictures on the way there and also took a few shots around hes house there, the swimming pool etcetc. Swam awhile, ate lots of food lol and played soccer at the basement. Went to broadway to eat then went back to hes house and continue taking some more pictures. Think i got like 70+ pictures now fer DTAT. hopefully the teacher wont reject all:(. Cab home with choon. Chicken chop fer dinner or rather supper.

First day of the week. boring day. Hate mondays cuz the lessons are so boring and boring and boring. Cmaths1 is really pissing me off. Freakin binary numbers is torture. The workings and steps are really really reallly annoying and frustrating and hair pulling and screaming. OOPG was alright..not that bad still understand quite abit but still need more practice. Skipped cmaths lecture :(. went to mensa fer lunch wif the guys and girls. Saw lex at bookshop. Bought a sketchbook fer DTAT. IDES textbook out of stock and i hope my aunt can help me find those books that i need.

Played basketball after school wif the guys. Saw lih long and hes frends at the basketball court. Played fer around 2hours then went home. Took a 2 hours nap and started xfering those pictures from my cam to thumbdrive. Haven started sketching:(

DIE DIE DIE

Stuck : three days later - Fm Static

its the weekends now but still not in the mood to enjoy. Freakin lots of things to do

Friday - Went to play basketball in the noon with john, wei zhe, kc and yong han at the basketball court opposite school. liang jun and pq came and watched us. The placed is sheltered so its not THAT hot and theres 2 mama shops too..good stuff but damn sian that place got lots of gangsters pls :(. Played fer around 2 hours then we went the the coffeeshop nearby to eat. Quickly rushed back to school cuz theres a makeup DTAT lesson at 3pm and its already 2.50 when we eat finished. Went to the toilet to change then went to the LT. Lesson was quite boring..the jonathan guy brief us on the subject and talked abit about our assignment 1. Wanted to borrow digi cam from school but everything is so fu*kedup and we can only borrow the cams on monday which is too late..way too late. Went fer cmsk3 after that. Did a short exercise, consult teacher on our topic for our report then its more or less end of class so lesson ended like 1 hour earlier. Went to the bookshop to buy some stuff. The guys bought sketched books and textbooks but i bought only a pathetic 5B pencil haha. Walked home with kc. Was thinking bout some personal stuff on the way back but....nvm. The conversation with kc on the way back home was pretty interesting also and it cheered me up abit. Thanks mate:D. Reached home, took my deck and went to skate wif the guys at AP. Parents brought home a digi cam fer me that night. They went to borrow from my mum's sister. Thankgod fer a digicam:D though its not mine:(

Today was quite a fun day. went sentosa to take pictures for our DTAT assignment with john, wy, pq, kc, justin and kelina. Kelina had free underwater world and dolphin lagoon tix so we went there first. Took quite alot of pictures at the underwater world and the one i love most is prolly the starfish pic!. Spent like an hour plus there then after that we went to see some dolphins. Sat at the front row with john and its freaking blooddy hot. Anyway the dolphins are kinda cute but aiya not really nice also the whole thing=\. Headed to the beach to take some photos too then we went to the 7-11 and bought some food and drinks. Slacked outside fer awhile before deciding to try out the luge and the skyride haha. Total cost fer both rides was 8bucks per person yea. We had to take the skyride thing up first before "driving" the luge back down and john is as scared as a cowardly dog on the skyride thing cuz hes afraid of heights HAHA. The queue fer the luge is damn freakin long..i think around 20mins and my parents is waiting fer me at the entrance there to pick me up but luckily theres VIVO CITY fer them to go shopping first while waiting if not i think they wont want to wait fer me cuz it will be damn long. Finally it was our turn and it was really fun haha although the circuit was kinda short but yea still fun:D. The longgg queue was kinda worth it. So after the ride we quickly went to the bus station and took the bus back to the departure centre then took another bus back to HF interchange. wy, john and kc followed me cuz my parents dropping them off at tampines first before going to my cousins chalet at changi AND the conversation in the car WAS WAY EMBARRASSING PLS *(*@#&*^ :(.
Cousins chalet was at changi..some really ULU place. The chalet was kinda big but it looks old and CREEPY. Ate alot of food there cuz i was starving. Nothing much to do there cept walking around and continue eating more food. Rest awhile on the bed before my mum wake me up to go home.

Feeling very tired now and im gonna sleep after i post this long entry. Pardon me fer posting such long entries recently. lol

One, she makes me feel not
Two, much like anything, that's
Three, times more than I've ever felt before, and it's
One a.m. and I'm
Two sucked in, 'cuz it's
Three, days later, I can't stop thinking about you



BYE OFF TO SENTOSA TO TAKE PICTURES WIF CLASSMATES!

Alright time fer some updates.

Wednesday - Met wingyi and yonghan on the way to school. First lesson was CMSK1. Nothing much happen just that i feel super tired because of the champions league match that night. MMP1 after that..oh i forgot to mention that cherry IS NOT teaching us MMP1 ANYMORE WTF and mr jonathan pillai is replacing her. I DUNO WHY :( but anyway that wont affect my studies because im a nerd that likes to study. But our new teacher was also not that bad..though he looks fierce but hes really a funny guy lol. Cant stop laughing at the "mini quarrel" between him and alicia over liverpool and man utd HAHA. He asked us to write down in a piece of paper 2 things that our classmate doesntknow bout us and we are supposed to read it out lol and that part was real funny. Some really funny things came out. Anyway, we got to do a powerpoint presentation on various topics and the deadline is THURSDAY which is today. Thanks to wz slow movement of hes hands, we got the topic "oral history" damn sucky pls this topic argh. But i still cant believe we were given only a day to do. sigh. Went to jupiter cafe fer lunch. no chicken leg pasta:(. Slacked awhile at library while waiting fer the next lesson to start. Went to find some books on "oral history" but cant find what we wan:(.

Ides lesson was alright..peggy just look at all of our sketches and commented on it. Slacked around business school wif wz and john after lesson while waiting fer the rest to finish their JAP lecture. wanted to crash in but too late lol. The LT damn packed. Went cheers, bought some snacks and the 2 of them was happily browsing the magazines there lol totally ignoring the sign" NO BROWSING PLEASE". Eh kc dad drove us home in hes lorry lol damn fun pls get to sit at the back of the lorry. Did lots of stupid stuff like shouting loudly and spitting saliva(LOL SORRY LIANGJUN!) and i think KC angry at us cuz he can hear us shout lol. Thanks frend fer the free ride home:D

Today was pretty fun. Left house at freakin 750 when lesson starts at 8 lol cuz last minute need to go toilet **** haha sorry wingyi :( i know i always make u wait damn long HAHA. First lesson was APEL2 and its mr rick toh again!. best teacher ever haha and still as funny as ever. omg love apel lessons and we also had a changed in class rep. CONGRATS TO MR CLARENCE!.
Had 4 hours break after that and spent 2+ hours of it in the com lab doing our presentation fer MMP1. Went to play basketball with john kc wz yh and sh fer like 45mins. Secret training fer the directors cup HAHA anyway i think our stamina suck balls. Play fer like 15mins and its KO fer us and the weather is freakin burning hot. Shld have brought extra clothes and towel:(. Went fer MMP after that. Was the 2nd group to present and i think i pretty much screwed up most of the shit. SIGH sorry:(. The 2 hours lab ended with only 3 groups presenting.

went down to flavours fer lunch then john wz and me went to play basketball again. Xw have to sit there under the hot sun waiting fer us to finish playing lol sorry once again mate. Went to flavours fer a drink after a long and tiring game. Did lots of crap talking lol then we went fer our french lecture while wz and john cab-ed home. First time attending a french lecture and i think the lecturer very lame:(. Anyway the lecture was alright..kinda confusing though and im sure i will forget wat i learnt. This is gonna be a toughhhhhhh subject. Lecture ended 20mins earlier. Bus-ed home

Skipping the 2 hours of OOPG lecture tmr cuz im sure it will be dead dead boring. First lesson at 3pm tmr haha and going to play basketball wif the guys tmr before school starts.





im not sure how i feel now:(

QUIZ TIME. This one is from wy's blog. enjoy

1. Are you single, taken, or crushing?

SINGLE

2.Are you happy with your life now?

Yeap quite

3.When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with her fast?

YES HAHA

4.Have you ever had your heart broken?

OMG THIS QUESTION IS FER GIRLS. but yes i did:(

5.Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?

Nope nver

6.Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?

ask her go die

7.Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?

lol nope

8. Do you want children?

anything

9.How many?

1 or 2

10. Would you consider adoption?

eh dun think so=
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let u know her feelings?

sms me saying "i love u"

12. Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?

never experience before so i DONT KNOW

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you n your ex did?

-skipped-

14. Do you believe love at first sight?

yeap kinda

15. Are you romantic?

HAHA i dun think so

16. Do you believe you can change someone?

nope and why would i want to do that. Those who hate me can go eat s*it. no point changing them.

17. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?

I will if im at fault and also if i cant find ways to talk back:(

18. Do you feelings for someone right now?

eh Yea kind of. make it a 50%

19. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but u messed it up?

guess so

20. Have you ever broken a heart?

LOL NOPE DUN THINK SO. im not a heartbreak kid

21. If one day your best friend falls in love with the girl you are deeply in love with, what would u do?

Just let the girl choose. Either way i wont blame him because maybe the girl too chio, hard to resist. But yea i will still be hes frend. Frendship > relationship

22. Are you missing someone right now?

haven reach that stage yet where im crazy over that person. hoho


yeap thats all and im supposed to tag 5 person to do this but aiya nvm. :D

Stuck : Best of me - The starting line

Shit i overslept today but luckily still managed to reach school on time. Woke up at 815 lol oops but nvm

eh left house at 840 and met wy on the bus. First lesson was DTAT - digital tools and techniques. Some new teacher is gonna teach us instead of that jonathan pillai guy lol but yea that new teacher looks really young and i thought shes some student or smth when i first stepped in the class. She brief us on our first assignment today and shit i think its gonna be hard lol. Firstly we need a digital cam and i dun have one:( and we are suppose to take..i think 30 pictures altogether. 2 fer each category like contrast, repetition etc etc. yea so i chose the topic "everyday life" and hopefully it will be easy to take pictures of "everyday life". This assignment is due on wk5! :(. Shit im beginning to feel the stressness. So after the 3 hours of DTAT, we went fer cmaths lecture but this time sian la nothing much to "do" right or not john and wz HOHO. Had 1 hour break after that beforemy french tutorial. Went flavours to eat as usual. We also signed up fer the directors cup lol..eh wei zhe, yonghan, kimchoon, john and me gonna represent our class in BASKETBALL YES but our only aim is to break that guy's hand again HOHO.

Was abit late fer french tutorial but luckily my classroom is on the same lvl and same block as kc and the rest thats taking JAP so at least i get to spend abit of time with people that i know before entering "the world of the unknown". anyway was quite surprised that my class dun have that many people. I think less than 20 haha yea and almost everyone is damn enthu pls and the scary thing is that they all seemed to know each other already omg:(. Our teacher is kinda nice and friendly..but the way she speak english abit sad lol. Learnt quite alot of french words today including how to pronounce the alphatbets "A" to "Z" and its not easy i swear. The pronounciation can kill. But i like the word "C'est bon". It means "it's okay" or "its good" yeap and its pronounce as "seh bong" lol sound weird la but i think the spelling looks cool.

The tutorial was 2 hours and after that went to meet up wif the rest cuz they end their JAP at 4pm too. Went to concourse there to finalise whos gonna play wat game fer the directors cup cuz theres a little conflict lol but i like our team name fer both captains ball and basketball. "DOHC" lol nice right. Damn On nd Hiong Chiongster :(. Skipped french lecture cuz i need to go home and do my IDES sketching so yea decided to go the thursday lecture with xw. At least im not alone during lecture if not damn sad. tutorial and lecture also alone fk.like a loner fer life.

Took a short nap when i reached home and started sketching. Left 2 more drawings to go and im out of idea so i shall continue during lesson time tmr.

CHAMPIONS LEAGUE LATER AT 4. Chelsea VS barcelona omg /me pray that barcelona will win this time. TIME TO REST BEFORE THE MATCH STARTS and i hope i will be able to wake up tmr on time cuz i will have only like 2 hours of slp. NITE

jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you