forget the reckless things we've done

our lives have only just begun

cerebral assasin

an acute awakening

dressed in the shape of a shard

piercing relentlessly through the cage of despair

leaving behind a trail of sniveling blood





it's toying with your mind

laughing hysterically, never wanting to be kind

desperately waiting for the curtain to call

soon you'll realise, ure the director of them all

perfect time for a getaway

thanks for the wakeup call

i forgot to mention that i saw Joanne Peh and her Boyfrend at orchard central on Saturday.

haha

I'm gonna watch this tomorrow!!

Still desperately trying to write smth in this soon to be barren piece of area before it becomes a thing of the past

Been hanging out with friends for quite a bit recently which i love to though it's rather uncomfortable for me to roam around now. Have very feeble legs now. Lets hope for a speedy recovery.

As the end of the year draws closer, another chapter of our lives loom large.

6th Of May, 2011!



Such a beautiful song to play on the guitar!

Time to slp now. Long day in the hospital tmr

Nights

life suddenly feels like shit for the past hour

silence is where you meet your soul

time can bring you down, time can bend your knees

time can break your heart, have u begging please

time to succumb to anaesthesia

stab 'em with those steely knives

let's hope all goes well tomorrow

nights!

< 3

說了再見 - Jay Chou

Harry potter and the deathly hallows part1 is surprisingly good!

And its coming from a non-harry potter fan.

NIGHTS

< 3

5 more dreadful months!!!!!!

煙花易冷 - 周杰伦

Happy Belated Halloween!

Celebrated my first ever Halloween with Wy on Saturday @ Escape Theme park.
It was a pretty fun night! Paid 12 bucks for the tix. Queue was damn long and the whole place was filled with kids and young teens.. which means noise and more noise filled the air.


There was a mini halloween masquerade parade where the workers dressed themselves up as some ghastly looking creature. Quite cool looking, especially the Medusa with the real snake around hes neck! Sadly, We didn't have a good camera to snap some pictures of them. Wasted!

We managed to play some of the rides inside the theme park, like the pirate ship and the flume ride! We also went into the "Haunted House". But it wasnt that scary. Toomany props were used=\


We found casper!

Went to NYNY for dinner after that. Mac & Cheese ftw!



Happy 3rd Month babe< 3

Have a great week everyone. I know i will because its gonna be a short one for me!

I love Barley

Thanks babe!

< 3!!

Today was a great sunday.

Helped my mum with the housework in the afternoon and then met up with gf to watch 2 pretty good films






Pirahna was damn gruesome and disgusting. Quite a short show but not that bad overall. It's R21 so u should know wat to expect.

Life as we know it was pretty comical and entertaining. Like what the picture shows, it's about that 2 person trying to raise that little baby there whos actually the child of their good friends. After their demise, the 2 had not choice but to bring the baby up so as to not disappoint their friends. Had a few good laughs throughout the movie. Go watch it!

And i shall take my leave and head to bed now

Nights everyone!

< 3

I like my wall paper

haha

nights!

Rashes and Itchiness are killing me

!!!!!!

Happy 2nd Month < 3



Caught "Nowhere Boys" with gf today at cine. Pretty good show! It's about the life of one of the members from "The Beatles", John Lennon. Quite sad yet inspiring story. It was a good 2 hours spent

Went over to Clarke Quay where we had our dinner at Cafe Iguana!


We came across this place a few weeks back while strolling down CQ and it looked pretty good. They serve mexican cuisine! which was something different from our usual diet.

The food we ordered was damn filling. Could have shared a main course and an appetizer, looking at the portion they served. She ordered some smoked salmon tacos while i had the shredded steak chimichangas, which is actually 2 big bread filled with shredded beef and other ingredients together with some mexican rice.

Oh and theres also a complimentary basket of chips with salsa sauce! Pretty good deal.

All in all, the food wasnt that bad. A little pricey but it's kinda expected, given it's location. and i still can't believe they serve free chips!!

Will upload pictures of our eats once i get the pictures from her!

Time to sleep. Gonna wake up super early tmr for live range.

Happy 2nd Month babe

Nights everyone!

< 3

你不知道的是 - 王力宏

雨下一整晚 － 周杰伦

< 3

What a day.

Mixed

HILARIOUS!

I love my new macbook. Enjoying every second of it!

Ytd was the AHM at esplanade. Took part in the 21km run and it's tiring as hell. No more marathon for me please. I can literally feel my leg giving way during the 18km point. Sucks. A long and uninterrupted rest was wat i reward myself when i got home.

Went to Chinatown with gf today. Weather was unforgiving so we tried our best to seek some aircon whenever we can. The aftermath of the 21km run ytd on my legs is still relentless. Muscles aching after a long day of walking.

But it's a good day nonetheless. Glad you are happy babe!

And it's back to the discouraging work tmr. I need more long weekends like this!

Nights everyone!

< 3

My mac is here! and im loving every bits of it! he he

Went to Kbox today in the afternoon with Wingyi. Had a great time singing out hearts out. Needless to say, our playlist was filled with mostly jaychou and wang lee hom songs! Headed to town afterwards to catch "Resident Evil: Afterlife". Quite a nice movie but i find it extremely short. But i guess it lived up to most of the audience's expectations.

Went to Tanglin mall after the movie to go look for one of her friend whos working there. Seems like it's my first time visiting that particular part of town. Lots of very interesting shops can be found along the road towards tanglin mall. But they all looked very high class and expensive.

Had our dinner at the food court at the basement of the shopping mall. Nothing fanciful. Frugal meals ftw! hahaha

I'm still trying to familiarize myself with this new toy. Very nifty and beautiful!

Have a great weekend everyone

take care!

i want MAC

i want MAC

i want MAC!

its arriving!!!

Happy 29th BABE!

Such a fun and memorable weekend it was.

It all started as early as 8am in the early morning of Saturday where cong drove us to mount faber to go visit the henderson waves, which is the highest pedestrian bridge in Singapore. It was a rather strange activity for us because we rarely meet up so early to go visit some place. Makes us feel like a tourist. Nothing much to do there except some sight seeing. Walked up and down the forest slopes, which reminds me of route marches. But it's always refreshing and invigorating to have the morning air brushing across our faces. Took a few shots too.

The binoculars behind us was damn fun to play with. hahaha

The rest then went for breakfast while i took the train down to harbour front to meet my poly mates for our sentosa outing!

Bought some food and snacks at Giant and Cold storage before heading over to siloso beach where we had our mini picnic. Kc and i had a good swim. We just had to soak ourselves in the salty water because the sun was burning us. And i kind of regretted swimming afterwards because i forgot to bring my towel :(

Went over to RWS to walk walk. We then decided to pay 5bucks to enter part of the enormous Universal studios to explore! It was really very beautiful and happening. Even though we only get to visit the "hollywood" section of the whole place as our 5bucks can only bring us that far, there's still a lot of things to see. Took a whole lot of photos inside too and we had a huge 20 inch pizza for dinner at the price of "$40.80".

And at 10pm before the place closes, theres a pyrotechnic and fireworks display too. Simply breathtaking. Definitely worth the amount we paid! Will surely pay the full amount next time and have access to the whole area!

It's a special sunday today for my girl and I. Our first month together! But it wasnt a great start because i was LATE! :( sorry babe

We had lunch at Kuishinbo @ suntec. The food was great but not many things to choose from. Maybe the main course is only available for dinner. But it was still good!

Caught "Grown Ups" at marina square later in the evening. It was damn hilarious. Haven't had such a good laugh in a long long time already. Good stuff!

Had a simple dinner @ LJS before we took the bus back home.

Thanks for today babe! Really enjoyed myself. Hope the same applies to you!

Start of another week tmr but at least i can smile and sleep tonight. Great weekend!

Hope u guys had fun too. Take care and good night!

<3

Not a very good week for me even though it's only tuesday! Reason being my laptop died on me last sunday and it's beyond repair, according to the guy from the PC Clinic. :(

And im still not sure when i'll purchase a new one so, i'll just make do without any lappy at home for the next few weeks. Definitely feels very very different without it. But good thing is, i can sleep early during weekdays now!

Im leaning towards a macbook pro now. So if i do get one, most probably it'll be that.

Hope everyones doing fine. The past few weeks have been fun with lots of datings, outings and meetups! Thanks Girlfriend and Friends!

See u guys on the next and hopefully imminent entry!

Edmund

What an extremely disturbing day. Sigh, never felt so tensed and agitated before. Im sorry if i dampened the atmosphere babe.

For wat seems like a saturday that beckons, is now merely a delusion

Feels like pay back time for wat ive did

Nvm. Im still looking forward to sunday and monday and tuesday.

Good night everyone. Have a great long weekend

<3

was talking to the auntie who comes in everyday to sweep the floor and clear the rubbish just now.

strangely, deep inside, i hope that shes doing well. She told me about her sons and they all seem to be pretty successful with what they are doing now. I hope they treat her well.

I hope she will be healthy and happy always and that her job wont take a toll on her health!

random popup.

newborn

walking thru remembrance of the past
lighting up the hearts of both
3 days somehow felt like 3 months
under the stars we made an oath


lovessssssssssss!

nights everyone. Lets forget the weekdays and relive the weekends over and over again

take care!

HAPPY HAPPY

SOUR PLUMY!

HAPPY 22ND TO ME!

and thanks to everyone for ur wishes!

really appreciate it

Last weekend was so damn fun!

Dinner wif poly mates @ sakura. The food there is splendid and we are really spoilt for choice! Felt really good to be able to see those whom i haven met for a long time. Thanks alot for the lovely presents! and not forgetting the beautiful and yummy birthday cake! :)

Went prawning after dinner wif some of them. Caught a total of 22 prawns! haha not bad not bad. Oh and i need to thank KC for being our driver that night!

And finally, the long awaited concert! It's really very good, awesome beyond any words can describe. hahah. The whole experience felt so surreal. Hard to believe that he is just infront of me. Amazinggg! Too bad he didnt play my favourite-st song - Dandelion's Promise (蒲公英的約定). Will defintely go back again if i have the chance to!

It's 3hours into my Birthday already and its time for bed!

Happy birthday to me! good night and take care everyone!

:)

LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!

Early bday present from weicong! Thanks bro. It's really nice!

And you might have noticed that my blog suddenly became very colourful. Thanks to the nuffnang ads!

time to join the gang of clickers.

Last friday's ice skating was funnnnn! Haven been into the rink for a few years already but i can still perform "disney on ice" that day. NICE. And we managed to stay on our feet throughout the whole 2 hours which was quite an achievement. haha. good good

And it's movie marathon last Saturday. Inception and Blood Pledge. 2 totally different genres of film but it was quite a good combination. No particular reason why. The former was pretty interesting and cool. But somehow the storyline seems a little too intricate for me to understand. hahaha. But thanks to wikipedia, the plot makes sense now.

The 2nd movie, Blood pledge is some korean horror movie about these particular group of suicidal girls in the school. I thought it was pretty good considering the fact that most horror movies dont really make any sense. And its quite scary too. But we didnt hear alot of screams in the cinema. Maybe most of them are covering their faces.. like me :(

Met up with the usuals on sunday for the laser quest competition which wei cong urged us to participate in! It was held at HomeTeamNS, some club house at bukit batok. Ive heard of the laser quest place before but didnt get to try it until that day. Was quite confident in clinching the top prize intially. haha but our team, the GOON PLATOON ended up like the England soccer team during the recent worldcup. Scraped thru the group stage but lost on the first knock out match. hahaha.

It was damn tiring, especially the last match where our opponents all ran and hunted us down like mad. My back ache like hell after every round. But the good thing about being knocked out early was that we get to go home straight after! The waiting time between each match was a good 1 hour or so! And we are losing our patience. So losing isnt a bad result. Nice self delusion.
haha. Seems like the most patient team are the ones that are more likely to win the competition rather than the more skillful one. haha

Anyway it was quite a good experience. Something new to do apart from the usual movie/dinner outings. Only problem is the location. SO FAR!

This coming weekend is gonna be very fun and exciting with my bday celebration on Saturday and the long awaited Jay Chou's concert on Sunday. NICEEEEEEEEE

But first.. i need to get thru another 4 days of agony. O|-<

Nvm. Stay positive and smile! /hero!

Good night everyone and have a great weeekkkk!

take care

what's wrong with me!!!!!!!!

Why do i feel extremely tired and worn out for the past few days when its around 9 in the evening!
A few mins of rest often end up in a few hours when i lie on my bed. Precious hours of my weekdays gone just like that.

Must be the aftermath of my back to back duties last week! must be. But at least im free for the rest of the month.. maybe not until next week, where shit will start to drop on our head. BUSY LIKE A BEE! but,alas, cant avoid it also. Nvm, shall stand firm on my motto - Act blur , living longer. NICE

Last weekend was great! minus the uneventful saturday. It was shopping shopping and more shopping at town! Really good exercise for the legs. haha. But sadly, nothing caught my eye. So we spent more on food than anything else that day. Why are restaurants and eateries not affected by the GSS!


and i saw this beautiful sexy beast outside of the hyatt hotel! awesome

It's halfway thru the week already! and itsssssss 2 more days to weekends! 1 and a half day more for me actually cuz ill be on half day off on friday. NICE. Shall give me myself a slightly extended weekend before all hell breaks loose next week. But im very excited about next weekend. Bday celebration and Jay chou's CONCERT. NICE COMBO.

Okay i would have make this a longer and more detailed entry if time permits. But its already 2am now and before i get punch and box, i shall sign off here!

Will try to update again soon. Hopefully the lazy nerve of mine will remain dormant.

haha. Okay the train is here. just in time.

good night and take caree!

DREAMLANDEXPRESS

But don't look back in anger, i heard you say

Shall update soon!

zombie

-

cheer upppppppppppppp

i wanna performmmmm

sunday please come quick.

And life hasnt been good ever since they came back. sucks.

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.
.
.

i cant help but to feel extremely depress

sighhhhhhhh

be strong

我想问你。刚才你弹的那首曲子是什么明字？

这是不能说的秘密.

hahahaha. nice

“Letters to Juliet" is a really good show. Enjoyed every bits of it. Now, i feel like writing some letters. hahaha. Hope more of such movies will be screen soon!

Im beginning to realise how thrilling and exciting it can be when playing the "toy catching" machine. Haha. They must have tweaked the bloody machine to make the claw so weak. nice cheat. But i'm relishing the prospect of successfully catching one soon. just you wait

And i realised i actually know how to play something on the piano. NOT BAD RIGHT. Thats definitely one of the instrument i want to pickup in the future. It was damn fun playing the silent piano just now for almost an hour. hahaha

Sigh... and i have to say this every sunday night.. Weekends... over :(

I don't want to imagine how shag and tired im gonna be this week. 2 Duties. O(-<

Please let this torturous week pass by quickly.

goodnight everyone. have a great week ahead.

u informed them that ure not feeling well and wont be able to make it to work. They expect you to take an MC by 10am if not, report back to office

So they want you to drag your sick body to the clinic as early at 9am in the morning just to get an MC which wouldnt make any difference if you were to get it in the afternoon.

fucking ridiculous. Useless trash. Go suckup to ur bosses. Thats your purpose in life

ROTTEN MOUTH!

i hate ulcers. i hate ulcers. i hate ulcers. i hate ulcers

Saturday, 26th June 2010

Science centre & Pixar Exhibition!

The above picture was taken at the Pixar Exhibition! Cost us about 20bucks. Quite expensive :( but nvm. And it was only after that day that i realised Science Centre is a really cool and fun place. All this while, i thought it was some boring, educational place for kids haha. But they have really some amazing stuff there. Fun to play with too! Definitely worth going back there again. Time didnt permit us to explore the whole place :( Not forgetting to mention that their gift shop has lots of nice toys and other gadgets too. Could have ended up paying for something we didnt want but .. shall not disclose the details. haha

And we had dinner at Changing Appetite @ Marina Square! Food was pretty good and affordable. Love the sofa seats there. Comfy and voluptuous. They have pillows too! haha.

And we had a polaroid spree after dinner!




the FISH EYE POSE!


the FISH EYE POSE again



Great day!

Sunday, 27th June 2010
Caught "Knight & Day" at Cathay DTE in the evening. Great and funny show but i dont quite understand some parts :(.

Went to some Bubble tea shop after that to take more polaroid shots! hahaha


starburstttttttttttt


angry starbursttttttttttttttttttt


sad starburstttttttttttt



















Thats about all the photos we took! and they are all from WY's blog actually. polaroids are funnnnn. but the film so expensive :( :(

Sighh gonna be a long long day tmr.......... and i forgot to mention that my ULCER IS KILLING ME. feel like bitting my lips. AHHHHHHHH

我不明白。。为什么。。

goodnight everyone. cheer up！

Really, it's all in ur head. How you want to feel depends on you yourself and not what others tell u.

But sometimes, it's a little more difficult to get hold of yourself than usual. Reason being the subject is something too monumental and significant for u to handle alone.

So in the end, u'll lose your poise and the way u behave is no longer an issue of self-control but rather, an unhealthy manipulation.

this song reminds me of the time when i was in sec3. Choon and Ray will put this song on repeat on their players the whole day and slowly, i fell in love with it and began to do the same.

I heard it playing on the radio just now in the afternoon. Still got me singing to it even until now.

weekends come quick!

this is very bad. i need to get hold of myself!

oh my god. please

Monday, 21th June 2010

The moment i got up at 615 in the morning, i know for sure that today will not be a good start to the week. Wanted to get some rest the first thing i reach office but was called up to replace my friend's duty. O(-<

I felt extremely listless, energyless and dead the whole day. Extremely. I dont to feel like doing anything at all. Even the process of walking from one point to another seem so painful, like as if my feet would give way any time. O(-<

I'm not complaining. I just don't know why am i like this today. Time to do some soul-searching

I treated myself to a cup of sourplum iceblend and a cheese waffle just now. Hope it will help inject some life into me.

O(-<

This movie is so good, i almost shed a tear at the end. but never. maybe cuz the atmosphere isnt right. haha

what an unfruitful saturday. Only went out in the morning for a swim and then dinner at someplace nearby. Whole afternoon was spent sleeping. Waste waste waste

Sometimes, when someone smile to themselves, it doesnt mean he or she is happy or content

sometimes it just means that the person is completely void of emotions

right or notttttttttt

Every rose has its thorns
just like every night has its dawn

I'm starting to realise how lazy someone can be. I hope it's just an aberration cause it's very sickening and annoying, especially when it comes from u.

And i'm on the brink of erupting and doing something which can seriously tarnish watever reputation there is left of me.

they're really good at pushing people to their limits.

fuck

PICNIC!

we had our long-awaited picnic yesterday @ ECP! Everything went well. The weather, for once in the whole of this week, was great and even though there were only 6 of us, the amount of fun we had certainly wasnt diminutive

All of us brought yummy food also, maybe not for Kc's case. Alicia's Mac & Cheese, Wingyi's chicken wings, sh and pq's hot dogs, Kc's MASHMARROWS and NUTELLA and my, or rather my mum's potato salad! haha sorry kc, but not bad, urs was quite ALRIGHT to say the least. hahaha

The amount of photos the girls took was quite insane. It's all on facebook so head over there if u guys want to see it. The picture at the top is the one i like the most!

So after spending around 3 hours frolicking on the beach, we headed to parkway parade for dinner @ Toby's!

And that was how an eventful saturday ended! love you guys! haha Lets do it again soon.

Tmr is the start of another week :( but.. dont complain dont complain. SMILE ALWAYS! /hero!

Good night everyone! take care and have a great and smooth week ahead!

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
when even friends seem out to harm you
but if you could heal a broken heart
wouldn't time be out to charm you

"I get nightmares when I'm emotionally distressed.

Last night, I was upset so my boyfriend drove over to make sure I was alright.

While hugging me, he said "if you have bad dreams tonight, I'll just have to come over in your dreams and beat them up for you." His LGMH."

hahaha nice

Happy Birthday Mummy.

Ive been cycling alot for the past few days. Almost everyday actually. I would come back home from work then take my bicycle out to cycle around, to run some errands. Lovin it! If only cycling can replace running in IPPT. hahaha

I've been feeling extremely sleepy and tired almost throughout the whole day ever since tuesday, where i had my duty. Why is this so. Something out there is draining my life away. Now, i feel like a zombie when i report for work in the morning. Almost trip and fell while walking today. I need some kind of rejuvenating potion. Maybe a cup of sour plum ice blend can help!

and.........ive ran out of things to talk about :(

Last day of the week tmr! Friday is forever that beckoning.. at least for us guys.

Lets look forward to the weekends! gogogo

I haven been updating my blog for quite sometime now and it's all due to the lack of precious minutes and seconds and of course, commitment. But i'll be back soon, hopefully in a few days time to do a proper one. I just can't do it tonight.. cuz i need to sleep soon

It's tuesday tmr.. which is also my routine guard duty date. What else can i do besides lamenting over the fact that i can only go home on Wed evening!

I know, think of all the 'stay in personnels' and it might cheer up me a little. haha sorry!

alright time to gear up for an extra long day at work tmr.

good night and take care!

my favourite-st tune of all time!
i can think of so many things to do with this song

Time for some MC tmr. Feeling sickish sick. I almost sneezed my nose out this morning. Must be the weather! and my weak body immune system.

And i'm desperately in need of some respite. I need to get away from them for the time being. Seriously..

Maybe falling sick now isnt a bad thing.

Dinner @ Swensens today was refreshingly good! Mac & Cheese + topless 5 is my healing potion!

Actually, if we ordered the regular earthquake, i think we might be able to finish it. nvm NEXT TIME!

Time to have a good rest tmr. Hopefully it can help alleviate some of my agony. Because lately, i feel very very departed from my soul

Good night everyone and try to be stay happy and cheerful!

Be nice and smile to everyone you meet, You don't know what they are going through, and they might just need that smile.

At least for a moment, It would make alot of difference to them

Life give us many such moments to make others feel better. For tomorrow, when you feel low, someone might smile and you may feel better

seriously, i can just die of depression right now. Long weekends.. over just like that.

Although my itunes playlist has 92 songs in shuffle mode, it's playing my favourite few 1 after another. At least it understands how im feeling right now.

please let me at least sleep in peace. Let time slow down for the next 6 hours or so.

for once in many many months, i almost feel like crying.

Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund

why is your life like this.

The church beside my place is blasting Jay Chou's Songs now. See. Even God supports him! So it's will be considered as blasphemy if you all don't like him!

Another long weekend is here! but im keeping my fingers crossed that i won't receive any depressing news or last minute call up from that shithole

Anyway, I did something which made me feel proud of myself this week. And that's to go to camp MYSELF! and not asking my dad to wake up early in the morning and drive me there. Okay la, might not sound so honorable but i'm still happy!

For the past few days, after work, i took my bicycle out and went cycling around the neighbourhood! It's very enjoyable and rejuvenating, especially after another usual banal day at work. A pretty good form of escapism i might add.

Meeting the usuals tmr for dinner and late night movie! 3 of them will be driving if i'm not wrong. And speaking of driving, im intending to rent a car with eric, most probably next month. EXCITED

And ive still not uploaded the thailand pics. haha maybe i'll just let it go. SEE HOW

time for bed. good night my dearests!

WHOS BRAIN IS IN THEIR BODY!?!?!


hahaha

When i was in Thailand, i re-watched a few of my favourite movies on my ipod and one of them was "Paper Heart"!

how do u know if you are really in Love?????

我 接 着 写
把 永 远 爱 你 写 进 诗 的 结 尾
你 是 我 唯 一 想 要 的 了 解

i think this is the first time im quoting from a chinese song

but seriously, one of the most beautiful passage ive ever seen.

MISERALY MISERABLE

I miss going out

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little while ago, i was arranging my things on my computer desk, which sadly is the only personal space i have in the whole room and i managed to dig up a few items which was given to me in the past that was being hidden underneath other things. Most of them are birthday cards, xmas cards and letters and i can't help but to read thru them over and over again even though some are just well-wishes. Whimsically, i find messages in cards and letters very compelling and magical. They make me happy. Unless of course, it's something unpleasant.

Nonetheless, i feel that handwritten cards or letters are the most sincere way of conveying a message

Today was a great day. Shall blog about it next time. In short, the Pinnacle@Duxton is a semblance of paradise.

good night everyone! Another boring week looms large

this is offically my fav JAY CHOU song as of now! i'm lovin it. time to GUITAR IT!

Like i mentioned previously, this week is extremely miserable. Yeap you guessed it. GUARD DUTY. Seriously seriously seriously. I think someone out there is trying to test my tolerance level. I was extremely livid on Monday because i had to postpone my plans. Tried finding a replacement but couldnt do so. So just gotta suck it up. Very bitter but i don't have a plan b. So after Monday's duty, i was feeling a little better because i thought i'm pretty much done for the rest of the week. Little did i know that on wed morning, i was told that i'll be having another duty on Friday. Thats when the whole world collapsed on me.

But at least the first half of Friday wasnt that bad. Thankfully, that was enough to help alleviate my sorrow. hahaha.

Met up with Kc Jiayi and Sharon today! It's the first time the 4 of us went out together. So it's pretty interesting. haha. We all went to the Navy open house to see look see look! It would have been alot better and fun if it wasnt for the insane amount of visitors there. We were very eager to enter and explore the different kinds of ships and vessels but bloody hell, the queue turned us off. Wanted to go grab a bite after we saw how terrible the queue was but one look at the "eatery" and we decided to go somewhere else first. Visited some games hall where it's air-conditioned! something we all desperately needed. Nothing much for us to do there. Took a couple of photos here and there. Had a simple yet expensive lunch back at the "eatery" together with a few hundred others. CROWDED! and after that, we all decided to join the queue to enter one of the ship! And thankfully, it only took us about 10mins to enter!

On board,Kc, our tour guide suggest that we try something different. So we entered a door which was actually labelled "not for entry" but He said he knew hes way down so we walked down the flight of steps when suddenly, a lady officer appeared thru some door and was looking very puzzled. She thought we lost our way because visitors arent supposed to be in that place we were in. So she offered to bring us back up to the starting point and restart our tour. NICELY DONE BY KC!

Besides exploring the different decks and facilities, we also get to go on a duck tour on some fast craft, out in the sea. That was the most exciting and enjoyable part of the day.

that's how our we end our open house visit!

And that's it for this entry.

I'm still too lazy to post the pictures of my Thailand trip. :(

good night everyone and take great care!

i received yet another killing blow in the morning.

thats it. I must have done something very wrong to get such treatment!

life isnt fair. If it is,then good people won't die young

maybe a dosage of prozac now would help a little

please flood me with some inspirational/motivational message. i need them!

the light at the end of the tunnel seem to be fading away as the days go by

O(-<

FOR THE WIN!

and i suck at photography:(

When you think uve got everything sorted out..

sigh, can't i just wake up to a normal day

fuck my life

Weekends with friends

Finally after 3 long mundane weeks, i get to meet up with people whom i can't live without.

Went prawning @ ecp with alex and gang yesterday. It's my first time going there and i won't really want to do it again soon because its pretty expensive! 30bucks for 3 hours. But at least ive gotten some fun out of it, unlike PAINTBALL! Focusing hard on the float thats attached to the rod and see if its moving vigorously. Then when u have the feeling that something is nimbling on ur bait, u pull the rod up, hoping you'll catch something. haha. All of these constitute to the excitement of prawning! But still, it's a little boring, especially during the "quiet" hours where all the prawns seem to be taking their nap.

I think i caught around 6 prawns for the whole 3 hours. Quite sad actually. haha in total, the 6 of us caught 40 prawns altogether. We bbq-ed all of it afterwards at the pits provided! It was quite a disgusting thing to do, skewering the prawns with a satay stick while they are still alive. Worse still, some even had eggs. But for the sake of our stomach.. we just have to do it!

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Met up with the usuals today for movie and dinner! Caught "the loser" at plaza sing in the evening. Quite a good show although it's only 97mins long. I think the Sniper guy is very cool and Chris Evans is hilarious in the movie.

Oh and I realised that theres an influx of action movies in cinemas over the past few weeks. Not really a fan of it though. The film that i want to watch right now is "The Runaways"! But i don't know when will it be out!

Had dinner at Mad Jacks afterwards. The oreo cheesecake which ive been eyeing on for quite sometime was disapointing. It was tasteless to say the least! Actually, the main course wasnt that great also. Taste like any other chicken chop u can find outside. But because of the price it costs, i shall not complain much. hahaha

And it's Monday tmr.... :(

Still i don't have the mood to upload the pictures of my Thailand trip.

Let's see when will this drag on till..........

haha good night and take care everyone!

I CANT BELIEVE IM IN MY ROOM NOW!

feels damn good to be back home.

took alot of pictures during the 3 weeks at thailand. But as u all know, im quite lazy when it comes to uploading it

So lets see wat happens in the next post!

for now, i need to do some catching up wif the world!

see u guys soon!

had a really fun time singing at KBOX today. I don't mind doing it more often but 3 hours per session is enough. Any more than that and i think i will start to croak for the next few days!

Met up wif a few of my poly mates for dinner. Even though theres only 4 of us, it was still a pretty good time catching up!

I hate the fact that i'm gonna miss a few meetups wif frends during the next 3 weeks :(

Time to organise another get together after i come back from thailand.

And finally its time for me to get dress up and head to the airport.

Take care everyone and see u guys 3 weeks later!

good bye!!!!!

2 more days to Crescendo (Thailand)!

A mixture of excitement and sadness because i'm gonna miss all the outings for the next 3 weeks! and i cant get to watch the last few crucial matches of soccer.

:(

I'll be on off for tmr and friday. Time to rest and relax!

helloooooooooooo

hows everyone doing? To those who are working right now, let's hope ure happily earning big bucks and at the same time, enjoying watever u are doing. And to those who are studying right now, let's hope ure coping well wif ur school assignments and exams! Remember that whenever u feel tired and listless from all the muggings and rushing of projects, there will always be a group of guys who are a million times worse off than u all because they are experiencing something called 'servitude'.

anyway before i go to bed, i want to pen down something which has been buried within my subconscious all the while, until a friend of mine brought it up just now.

I feel the same way as that friend of mine. I have a fairly reasonable amount of friends which are sufficient to help inject life to my daily cycle. But friends, no matter how close they are, are still friends. They can never cross the line that separates peers and loves. You can never do the things that you did with your partner to your friends. You can never talk the same way to the both of them. And when you are having the blues, that one person might be your cure. Maybe all of us need a particular someone who can fill up that gap because having the luxury of a paramour really makes you feel more complete.

So would u want to engage in a certain romance or just melt yourself into the gender subdivided world of peers.

gooooooooooodnight!

ANYBODY WANTS TO GO TO JAY CHOU'S CONCERT WIF ME!

It will be on the 25th of July, 3 days before my birthday. So a good birthday present would be to buy the tickets for me! Sales of tix starts on the 14th of april.

I ACCEPT EARLY PRESENTS! THANKS!

Once the stone ure crawling under
is lifted off your shoulders,
Once the cloud that's raining
over your head disappears,
The noise that you'll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years


yet another weekend passed by, just like that

guard duty this friday......

such monotonous life cycle kills. it sucks the remaining life out of u.

cute song!

SBS seriously need to revise the siting arrangements in buses and increase the goddamn gaps between seats so people with longer legs LIKE ME don't need to curl myself up and numb my lower limp while SITING

will you spare a thought for others
or selfishly act upon one's heart
will you cross that line to find the answer
and watch the millions fall apart

I don't know why you did this
but i hope you are happy now, wherever you are.

Thanks for the memory

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hang







over

Spent a few mins asking yourself what do you want to achieve and slowly plot out the route that will help you reach that one specific goal. Stay focus and don't get distracted by things that have great potential to bring you to a halt. You need to constantly remind yourself what is your definite purpose for doing this and it will help overcome the negative thoughts in your mind.

I'm beginning to understand how important is it to set yourself a goal whatever you do. Living without a goal is like being a transexual. You can't decide what side you want to be

seems like me dozing off while listening to some talk just now in the noon is kind of worth it.

and i need to go slp now.

GOOD NIGHT!

Find someone you love and feel that love in every pore of your body. Love that person even more tomorrow. And then the next day, love one additional person; and everyday after that, increase the number of people you love.

Because the longer the list of people you love, the happier they will feel.

Now, i feel like puking my lungs out. im feeling like shit now. LITERALLY!

Caught "Juon - black & White ghost" today at cineleisure. I don't really understand whats going on throughout the whole 2 hours but i guess the main objective of the movie was to scare the audience so the plot wasnt really an important factor. The movie is being separated into 2 parts, each lasting for an hour. The ending of the first part almost tricked us into believing that the whole movie is over because of all the usual credits scene but luckily they didnt switch on the theatre lights. If not, it's time for some REFUND

Anyway, i want to watch "DIARY OF A WIMPY KID"!
i shall and i must and i will!
but when? :(
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The troubled words of a troubled mind, i try to understand what is eating me

If people think that they couldnt live without each other, then the relationship becomes more like a prison than partnership.

OFF TO CAMP :(

my right ankle is swollen to the point that it looks like the head of a jellyfish.

might be visiting the chinese orthopedic tmr.

if so, then i think i will scream inside when he "massage" my ankle.

DIE

two people got together in a relationship
but it didnt last
the guy met another girl soon after and he is definite that they two are the perfect match
but he needs to mend the broken pieces of the life he had in the past
before he can start afresh

and that's the unintended choice

I went to play PAINtball just now and it's more or less a guarentee that they won't have me as their customer anymore because i'm not going to pay 36bucks to get bruises!

But it was quite an experience. I know some, including me initially want to try their very best not to get hit if they do play it but i realised after our first game which i managed to not get hit, most likely because i stayed behind the same one plank wall throughout the match, the main purpose is to feel how painful it can be when it really gets u. And this is definitely one of those "once bitten twice shy" kind of thing. Sad to say, i got shot twice, one on my arm and the other on my chest. That was enough to make me camp at "base" and wait for the match to be over.

Met up with a few poly mates for dinner @ marche. Fellowship was good but the food was disappointing. Yh and I went to the mall below meritius mandarin after the rest went off to see look see look. Out of all the shops there, i think i recognise only 2 to 3 of it because all if not most of them were those very classy and swanky retailers. But it's quite obvious what kind of mall it is like when it's located in a hotel. The two of us also toured the hotel lobby and it's very elegant to say the least, especially the swimming pool! Needless the say, the toilet which was the only suitable place in the whole level for us commoners is also very posh.

So after walking around for 20 mins or so, we decided to snap back to reality.

ANYWAY, whatever ive typed in this entry seems very weird to me. i'm feeling funny funny funny

let's hope i won't laugh at myself when i look back at this entry next time

GOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT!

sarcasm.

how to tell?

is preserving ur image more important

or

ignoring wat others say
as long as you yourself know your conscience is clear

this is a dilemma im facing right now

gn

light travels faster than sound
this is why some people appear bright until u hear them speak


haha nice

i like this book
go get it!

revelation

Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. Many people think that hatred is a form of attack against the person that harmed you. Do you really think it's worth it, harbouring anger and personal vendetta just because of the damage that has been inflicted on u within that one minute, or maybe since young.

Don't you feel that all this time spent being resentful blankets the felicity of growth

And do you remember all the lightness you felt before this happened. That's because anger is not something thats inherent. And in order to move on, maybe you need to understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it

So, we all should just forgive, forgive and forgive. right?

i PASSED my driving test!!! finally, a huge load off my shoulders. I got really reluctant to continue with my lessons ever since that PDL incident last year because it's sucking my wallet dry. Hence, this week was really difficult for me because i had lessons on tuesday till friday. My instructor kept calling me over the past few months, asking if im free on this day etc etc so he can help me book my test date. But he doesnt know that deep down, i don't really want to continue anymore. Just that i don't know how to tell him that. It's pretty annoying. So everytime when he called, i'll just give him a flippant answer and hope the conversation won't last for more than 10 seconds. But uve got to understand that people do this because they need to make a living also. More lessons means more income. So we just have to succumb to it.

Anyway, i should just go ahead with the formalities and thank my instructor. His nagging has made me become a more tolerant person.

Just like any others who just got their license, my hands are itching to take over the wheel. And thankfully, i get to drive my parents to dinner just now in the evening! It was fun albeit the short distance. Time to participate in those "stand to win a CAR" lucky draws!
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Life in camp is pretty ok, couldnt complain much because i get to go home everyday. Nothing beats that. But still, it's the army. Cant escape from them yet.

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Ive finished reading "perks of being a wallflower" and im glad i did. Feel like reading it again because i love that kind of story. I find it very real, like something i can really relate to. Very nice

But before i go back to that, i shall finish my second book first. "the five people you meet in heaven". So far, it has been pretty interesting. Hopefully it is impactful.

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And i just realised it's way past my bed time now.

good night everyone and take great care!

this made me melt!

oh my goodness!

ive made an oath
to love with all my heart
to not find them repulsive
but savour the time we've got

ive made an oath
to be patient with their words
to not feel irritated
whenever we converse

It has never been easy to swallow
even for one who isnt there
that is why i made this oath
to be the joy they all can share

yes! this is what im talking about. after 8 months of dog life, from BMT till the end of our signal course.. just for this 3 chevrons.

Wednesday, Thursday and Friday was spent rehearsing for the grand parade which is on friday evening. It's definitely the toughest parade rehearsal ive ever been through! We spent literally the whole day in the parade square, from morning till night on Wednesday and Thursday and the weather was unforgiving. Almost feel like falling out due to shortness of breath. It's pretty scary because the sun in the afternoon was insane. 1 guy actually fainted, landing face first while standing still. ouch

anyway, time to upload some pics of the parade!


Right markers taking up their position


The march in


signals formation!


Bunkmates + Melvin!
Yiming, Nicholas, Ser Chong, Kuong Lim, Me, Melvin


Blsc bunkmates!
Ser Chong, Jinhao, Kuong lim and me!


Dogmates!
Me and Eric


Jinhao and me!


mates from bmt till now!
me and kuong lim


another mate from BMT till now!
me and soo kee. hes looking a little depressed. maybe cuz he kena guards. cheer up mate!


Me and Johnson! gonna miss his singing. haha


Shaznee, Ser Chong and Me! mates from BMT!


Eric, Daryl, Kuong Lim, Me and Ser Chong


Dad Me and Mum! thanks for coming down to support!

lastly, i wanna wish everyone all the best in their new unit! we've come so far together and it's time for us to part. Gonna miss all the things we do in the bunk, all the group exercises we did together and all the hardships we overcame as a team!

take care everyone and see u guys soon!