Be nice and smile to everyone you meet, You don't know what they are going through, and they might just need that smile.

At least for a moment, It would make alot of difference to them

Life give us many such moments to make others feel better. For tomorrow, when you feel low, someone might smile and you may feel better

seriously, i can just die of depression right now. Long weekends.. over just like that.

Although my itunes playlist has 92 songs in shuffle mode, it's playing my favourite few 1 after another. At least it understands how im feeling right now.

please let me at least sleep in peace. Let time slow down for the next 6 hours or so.

for once in many many months, i almost feel like crying.

Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund

why is your life like this.

The church beside my place is blasting Jay Chou's Songs now. See. Even God supports him! So it's will be considered as blasphemy if you all don't like him!

Another long weekend is here! but im keeping my fingers crossed that i won't receive any depressing news or last minute call up from that shithole

Anyway, I did something which made me feel proud of myself this week. And that's to go to camp MYSELF! and not asking my dad to wake up early in the morning and drive me there. Okay la, might not sound so honorable but i'm still happy!

For the past few days, after work, i took my bicycle out and went cycling around the neighbourhood! It's very enjoyable and rejuvenating, especially after another usual banal day at work. A pretty good form of escapism i might add.

Meeting the usuals tmr for dinner and late night movie! 3 of them will be driving if i'm not wrong. And speaking of driving, im intending to rent a car with eric, most probably next month. EXCITED

And ive still not uploaded the thailand pics. haha maybe i'll just let it go. SEE HOW

time for bed. good night my dearests!

WHOS BRAIN IS IN THEIR BODY!?!?!


hahaha

When i was in Thailand, i re-watched a few of my favourite movies on my ipod and one of them was "Paper Heart"!

how do u know if you are really in Love?????

我 接 着 写
把 永 远 爱 你 写 进 诗 的 结 尾
你 是 我 唯 一 想 要 的 了 解

i think this is the first time im quoting from a chinese song

but seriously, one of the most beautiful passage ive ever seen.

MISERALY MISERABLE

I miss going out

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little while ago, i was arranging my things on my computer desk, which sadly is the only personal space i have in the whole room and i managed to dig up a few items which was given to me in the past that was being hidden underneath other things. Most of them are birthday cards, xmas cards and letters and i can't help but to read thru them over and over again even though some are just well-wishes. Whimsically, i find messages in cards and letters very compelling and magical. They make me happy. Unless of course, it's something unpleasant.

Nonetheless, i feel that handwritten cards or letters are the most sincere way of conveying a message

Today was a great day. Shall blog about it next time. In short, the Pinnacle@Duxton is a semblance of paradise.

good night everyone! Another boring week looms large

this is offically my fav JAY CHOU song as of now! i'm lovin it. time to GUITAR IT!

Like i mentioned previously, this week is extremely miserable. Yeap you guessed it. GUARD DUTY. Seriously seriously seriously. I think someone out there is trying to test my tolerance level. I was extremely livid on Monday because i had to postpone my plans. Tried finding a replacement but couldnt do so. So just gotta suck it up. Very bitter but i don't have a plan b. So after Monday's duty, i was feeling a little better because i thought i'm pretty much done for the rest of the week. Little did i know that on wed morning, i was told that i'll be having another duty on Friday. Thats when the whole world collapsed on me.

But at least the first half of Friday wasnt that bad. Thankfully, that was enough to help alleviate my sorrow. hahaha.

Met up with Kc Jiayi and Sharon today! It's the first time the 4 of us went out together. So it's pretty interesting. haha. We all went to the Navy open house to see look see look! It would have been alot better and fun if it wasnt for the insane amount of visitors there. We were very eager to enter and explore the different kinds of ships and vessels but bloody hell, the queue turned us off. Wanted to go grab a bite after we saw how terrible the queue was but one look at the "eatery" and we decided to go somewhere else first. Visited some games hall where it's air-conditioned! something we all desperately needed. Nothing much for us to do there. Took a couple of photos here and there. Had a simple yet expensive lunch back at the "eatery" together with a few hundred others. CROWDED! and after that, we all decided to join the queue to enter one of the ship! And thankfully, it only took us about 10mins to enter!

On board,Kc, our tour guide suggest that we try something different. So we entered a door which was actually labelled "not for entry" but He said he knew hes way down so we walked down the flight of steps when suddenly, a lady officer appeared thru some door and was looking very puzzled. She thought we lost our way because visitors arent supposed to be in that place we were in. So she offered to bring us back up to the starting point and restart our tour. NICELY DONE BY KC!

Besides exploring the different decks and facilities, we also get to go on a duck tour on some fast craft, out in the sea. That was the most exciting and enjoyable part of the day.

that's how our we end our open house visit!

And that's it for this entry.

I'm still too lazy to post the pictures of my Thailand trip. :(

good night everyone and take great care!

i received yet another killing blow in the morning.

thats it. I must have done something very wrong to get such treatment!

life isnt fair. If it is,then good people won't die young

maybe a dosage of prozac now would help a little

please flood me with some inspirational/motivational message. i need them!

the light at the end of the tunnel seem to be fading away as the days go by

O(-<

FOR THE WIN!

and i suck at photography:(

When you think uve got everything sorted out..

sigh, can't i just wake up to a normal day

fuck my life

Weekends with friends

Finally after 3 long mundane weeks, i get to meet up with people whom i can't live without.

Went prawning @ ecp with alex and gang yesterday. It's my first time going there and i won't really want to do it again soon because its pretty expensive! 30bucks for 3 hours. But at least ive gotten some fun out of it, unlike PAINTBALL! Focusing hard on the float thats attached to the rod and see if its moving vigorously. Then when u have the feeling that something is nimbling on ur bait, u pull the rod up, hoping you'll catch something. haha. All of these constitute to the excitement of prawning! But still, it's a little boring, especially during the "quiet" hours where all the prawns seem to be taking their nap.

I think i caught around 6 prawns for the whole 3 hours. Quite sad actually. haha in total, the 6 of us caught 40 prawns altogether. We bbq-ed all of it afterwards at the pits provided! It was quite a disgusting thing to do, skewering the prawns with a satay stick while they are still alive. Worse still, some even had eggs. But for the sake of our stomach.. we just have to do it!

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Met up with the usuals today for movie and dinner! Caught "the loser" at plaza sing in the evening. Quite a good show although it's only 97mins long. I think the Sniper guy is very cool and Chris Evans is hilarious in the movie.

Oh and I realised that theres an influx of action movies in cinemas over the past few weeks. Not really a fan of it though. The film that i want to watch right now is "The Runaways"! But i don't know when will it be out!

Had dinner at Mad Jacks afterwards. The oreo cheesecake which ive been eyeing on for quite sometime was disapointing. It was tasteless to say the least! Actually, the main course wasnt that great also. Taste like any other chicken chop u can find outside. But because of the price it costs, i shall not complain much. hahaha

And it's Monday tmr.... :(

Still i don't have the mood to upload the pictures of my Thailand trip.

Let's see when will this drag on till..........

haha good night and take care everyone!

I CANT BELIEVE IM IN MY ROOM NOW!

feels damn good to be back home.

took alot of pictures during the 3 weeks at thailand. But as u all know, im quite lazy when it comes to uploading it

So lets see wat happens in the next post!

for now, i need to do some catching up wif the world!

see u guys soon!