i'm feeling moody now.

i'm having the 'book-in' blues.

On top of that, i'm having guard duty this coming sunday.

this is gonna be a loooooooooong and tiring week. sigh

time for my weekly dose of cheesecake

this time, it's from secret recipe

:(

i miss me

when we were young

let's skip the goodbyes

shall we

stop being a loser

either you get on with your life or you get out of mine

the tablet of recollections

i HATE packing my army stuff :@

time for me to go get some cheesecake and do a little shopping after my dinner.

:@

i just woke up from a good long nap, with the same song being repeated over and over again on my itunes. It's time for me to report to my new unit tmr :(. Did i mentioned that they changed my posting from ASLC to Signal Spec? haha

Ytd was a pretty fun and havoc day! Went to sentosa with chong, daryl , jinhao and jinyi. It's quite a dumb choice to go to Sentosa during this stormy season of the year but we still believe in miracles. We did a little shopping at vivo first before making our way down to the beach. Thanks to the 20% topman discout that Chong has, i couldnt resist but to get this bagback that i saw hanging there. It's also party due to us hanging around in that shop for too long :( But nope, im not regretting it!

We drove our way to sentosa and the moment we got out of the mall, droplets of water starts to hit the windscreen. Lady luck wasnt on our side :( Waited for around 15mins for the rain to subside before settling down at the beach. However, we didnt stayed long because all of us felt that it was boring. We didnt play any ball games because we didnt have a ball. Frisbee was our only entertainment but it only lasted awhile before we started to wallow in the water.

I will never forget that scratch that jinhao accidentally gave me on my back while he was trying to pull me into the water. It left an open wound and that pretty much got me siting on the shore, watching them playing in the water for the rest of the day. :(

We went back to vivo for an earlier dinner @ ajisen ramen. The food was pretty good and it's definitely filling. Headed to Serangoon gardens to enjoy the night life! Daryl brought us to this pub and we spent the whole night there. It was a crazieeeeeee night

All the best to u guys in ur new unit! especially daryl and jinhao. Will definitely miss u 2! Let's meet up regularly! haha

have a nice evening everyone and take caree!

yet another quiz before i tuck in and sleeeep.

Will you answer every question honestly?
~ yes

Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk?
~ nope. i can only last a few hours before i knock out.

Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
~ nope. waiting for the first victim to appear

Do you miss anything or anyone?
~ actually i do

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
~ nope

Who was the last person you talked to?
~ wingyi

What do you dislike at the moment?
~ the fact that weekends are coming to an end

HARDER

Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like?
~ i'll probably faint if they walk up to me. haha yes i do

Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
~ yes

Will you get married?
~ I hope so

Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
~ Doubt so

Do you lie about your age?
~ IM 21 YEARS OLD

VERY PERSONAL.

If you were planning to have sex right now would you use a condom?
~ YES.

Are you happy with yourself?
~ pretty contented

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
~ depends on the kind of changes i have to make

SECRETS.

When did you last cry?
~ probably 15mins ago. haha , should be last year

When was the last time you fell asleep with a girl?
~ lol i cant remember.

What is currently on your mind?
~ Who will i dream of later

Did you ever wish a close friend to death?
~ don't understand

Has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once?
~ nope. i wouldve kick his balls

SHOCKING

Have you done bad things with your parents nearby?
~ yea. i farted without saying EXCUSE ME

Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
~ nope

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
~ i think so

Do you think your future will be a good one?
~ i certainly hope so. although it's looking kinda bleak now

THE DEEP STUFF

Do you think you were raised well?
~ yes. although im a little spoiled in the past

Do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE?
~ ahaha maybe.

Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
~ i think i hide things well.

If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you choose?
~ million bucks. haha. then i'll use that money to lure girls.

If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
~ omg..... i don't want to answer this.

If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
~ family over friends

Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
~ no.

What is the worst thing you’ve ever done that your parents DON’T know about?
~ Ske

THE LOVE STUFF

Do you think you know the meaning of love?
~ i think so

The last time you kissed someone…was it someone you see yourself with?
~ think so

Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
~ being happy

If your parents didn’t like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
~ nope. don;'t think they will really mind who im dating.

THE RANDOM STUFF

Do you always spend time with the same people or new people?
~ same people.

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
~ nope

Are you the type that would rather stay at other people’s houses or have them at yours?
~ i'll like them to stay at mine but unfortunatley, my house is too small :(

When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
~ before i got into army

Where was your default facebook picture taken?
~ old town coffee house

Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
~ yea, just that they cant kiss and hug each other which is quite torturous.

What is your favorite color?
~ black

What do you do when you have a bad day?
~ keep quiet.

Do you believe exes can really ever be “just friends”?
~ yea, maybe more than that.

Who messaged you last? On MSN?
~ wingyi. about her shit and vomit. LOL

When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
~ all the time.

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
~ alaska, here i come!

Do you fall for people easily?
~ not really.

Are you quick to start a fight?
~ nope. i scared

Do your parents really know YOU?
~ Maybe not. My fault for not talking to them so often.

Are you tired?
~ quite.

Any friends you’d like to tell how much you appreciate them?
~ yes lots of them.

Last time you walked farther than one block?
~ today

OFF THE WALL QUESTIONS

What Curse Word Do You Use The Most?
~ fuck

Do You Own An Ipod?
~ a very proud owner of one!

Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep?
~ nope

Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
~ regular.

When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?
~ Monday

Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?
~ haha all the time

Is Anyone In Love With You?
~ No idea.

Ever Cry In Public?
~ Yeap

Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
~ I dont mind a tattoo

Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos?
~ most probably no

Do You Use Sarcasm?
~ Quite often

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
~ i can't picture myself digging my nose infront of a girl. So i'll say the same sex!

Do You Watch The News?
~ rarely

Who was the last person to make you mad?
~ A group of people at the cinemas just now.

FINALLY

now my neck hurts after doing this

looking forward to do more quiz! LOL

nights!

love of mine, someday u'll die
but i'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark

I'M A VERY HAPPPPPPPY PERSON NOW

VERY HAPPY

i'm on leave now! which means i get 4 and a half very precious off days as a civilian, starting from today! and i shall try my best to make the most out of this short break. haha

time for do some quizzies taken from Wingyi's blog

Boy/girl to text you last?
Boy - Wei Cong
Girl - Wingyi

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Not really

Name something you are doing tomorrow:
Play guitar

Does your phone normally ring in the middle of the night?
Nope

To whom did you last give the finger to?
i cant remember which guy in camp i pointed at. haha

How many hours did you sleep last night?
a miserable 2 hours

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
nope

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
dun think so

Is there someone you can't stop thinking about ?
dun think so

When someone walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
depends whether the person is worth chasing after

If you're being extremely quiet, what's it mean?
mood swing

Do you think the legal drinking age should be changed?
dont really care

Something you really want right now?
FINISH ARMY

Do you think you're old?
haha nope

Are you a jealous person?
yes

Where have you lived throughout your life?
Singapore,Tampines

Do you wear contacts?
nope.

What were you doing an hour ago?
Playing the guitar

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night

What are you wearing?
singlet and shorts

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
yea

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
dun think so

What did your last text message say and who was it from?
A little weird but it's "I sure can haha. Running in morning nia. Unless my leg break haha which is possible." by Wei Cong. lol

Do you have a gay friend?
i don't think soooooooo

Who do you live with?
my parents, grandparents and siblings

Have you ever kissed someone who smokes?
nope

Did you have a good birthday last year?
not really

Last person you were in a car with?
Wingyi and her parents. haha

Do you like someone that doesn't know you like them?
in the past!

Do you own a little black dress?
nope although i'd like one

What are you most looking forward to?
8th May 2011

Is there something you want to tell someone?
yes, always

What were you doing at 12 this morning?
sleeping in my bunk

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
nope

Is there someone you will never forget?
yeap

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
haha maybe.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
nope

Where were you last night?
macdonalds for supper and having a good time talking wif the guys at yishun dam

Do you think you're smart?
nope

Do you have unlimited texting?
nope

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "A"?
nope

Have you ever held hands with anyone?
yes

Looking forward to the next couple months?
omg no.

Have you changed this year?
yes

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a "C"?
nope

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
yes

Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
loving them always!

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yes

Is there a secret you've never told your friends?
i think so

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
lets get married

Last beverage you consumed?
yakult

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
with my army mates

Is there anything stressing you out currently?
yes kind of

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
yes. a normal civilian

Are you happy with your life right now?
hahaha. i really don't know

Last thing you watched on youtube?
some video of the band pervy boy

How many hours of sleep do you get every night?
at least 5

What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
not feeling well

Is there someone you want to see right now?
yea, always

Midnight, who were you texting?
no one

When is the next time you will see the person you like?
tonight, when im asleep!

When was the last time you cried really badly?
last year i think

Are you currently frustrated with someone?
nope

You want to get married?
yes

Is there someone of the opposite sex you tell everything to?
kind of

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
nope


That's all! have a nice day everyone and take care!

i love "paper heart"

i want to go to Alaska



and i want to visit the ice hotel in sweden

maybe after im done with army
let me strike some lottery!

Yet another precious weekend has arrived..and today was spent celebrating birthdays after birthdays!

Met up with my poly mates in the early noon to go buy presents for shellens 21st. Present hunting can be quite a chore without girls around because most of the time, they are the ones that chooses wat to get and for us guys, it's just helping them to carry the stuff around. We went to all of the 3 malls to get the gifts. Lunch at LJS was pretty good. It's been ages since my last visit there. The cheesey potato chips thing is quite delicious!

The first birthday celebration i went to was my Uncles one, at changi rise. They catered Thai food! It was good although the spicyness of it still kills me. But i pretty much stuffed myself with food to the point where it became my last meal of the day. Too full to consume anymore.

Managed to take a short nap while i was siting on the comfortable pool chair, watching my little cousins playing. Feels like heaven

Went off at around 630pm to the second birthday celebration of the day, which is Shellens 21st!

It was held at the chalet @ ecp. Saw lots of my poly frends there and it was a really really nice time catching up with them. The birthday cake that Shellen's mum made was very delicious! not forgetting the creamy puff too. Didnt really eat much though due to me overfeeding myself earlier in the day. But the whole chit chat and photo taking session really made it a wonderful night. I shall steal the pictures and post it here if i were to see people uploading it. haha. The upcoming class gathering would be during Pq's chalet. Totally looking forward to it!

Wz drove us back after that. On the way back, we were talking about how badly we miss our poly days and that we wouldnt mind waking up early now just to attend those 8am lessons, the ones that we used to dread in the past. We'll also attend every single lecture now! Basically, we'll do anything to go back there to study, together with all our classmates.

But we all know its just wishful thinking :( Now, we can only look back and relish the happy moments that we all had in school.

And since i'm more or less done with my studies, i cant help but to agree that schooling is certainly one of the most enjoyable period in life. So to all the students out there.......... Seize the day!

good night and take care everyone!

at this point of time, i'm feeling happy because i'm sad about certain things

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28km march this week

:(

this is gonna be my first time booking in in the morning..

and i'm only left with 3 hours of sleep

nights everyone.......................

little squabbles at home affects me a lot

and when that happens, i will hide myself under my blanket, wishing for the day to end quick so the family will get back together hopefully by the next morning

just like tonight

i'm feeling very very very tired now. My eyes are shutting anytime soon.

so i guess it's time to carry out the ritual

good night and take care everyone

in loving memory of
the one that was so true

to die by your side, is such a heavenly way to die

i got faked again!

:@

i want to watch 'paper heart' again.

...searching for it desperately!