Spent a few mins asking yourself what do you want to achieve and slowly plot out the route that will help you reach that one specific goal. Stay focus and don't get distracted by things that have great potential to bring you to a halt. You need to constantly remind yourself what is your definite purpose for doing this and it will help overcome the negative thoughts in your mind.

I'm beginning to understand how important is it to set yourself a goal whatever you do. Living without a goal is like being a transexual. You can't decide what side you want to be

seems like me dozing off while listening to some talk just now in the noon is kind of worth it.

and i need to go slp now.

GOOD NIGHT!