Not sure whats the right word to describe how i feel now.
Today was prolly the worst day ever fer semester2. Im not being emo and all in this entry but im sure most of my mates are feeling the same as me now.

Wednesday - Had lots of fun. jonathan pillai did not come fer the 2 hours mmp lab so we had a total of 4 hours break. Played a new game called Isketch. Credits to mal fer introducing it to us and now the whole class is playing it even ms peggy during ides. Forgot how i went home.

Today started off pretty well. Went to play basketball in the morning wif classmates. "training" fer director's cup. Those involved in captains ball was also there playing. Left fer flavours at 1230. Ate abit and went fer mmp1. First part of the lesson was just 2 groups presenting their topic. The second part is the killer and the reason why it spoilt the whole day. We were thrown 2 assignments which is due on wk4 and wk6 or wk5. yes wk4 which is next week and we're suppose to design an interface..like a website with 2 pages using photoshop. I know nuts about photoshop and to design an interface in 1week .....sigh. The second assignment is sort of a proposal and seriously im still not sure wat mus we do. Besides mmp1, theres still other assignments to hand in like the report fer cmsk, ides sketching, dtat phototaking. So i have to hand in at least one assignment from week4 to week7. I seriously wonder how am i gonna finish all of this. Wats more..the director's cup is next week..wow. God bless me. I dont feel like playing fer the cup anymore. Theres a gig on 24th november too which is on week5 and we haven even practiced fer it. Im not sure how am i gonnna fork out time fer this. Skating on the usual friday night is gonna be "staying at home and do work" fer me. No more hanging out wif frends on wkends fer now. No more gaming fer now. Suddenly i felt like im living in someone elses life..so not use to everything.

The only good thing that happened today was APEL i guess..yes mr rick toh never fails to make us laugh. Love hes lessons. Ate at flavours after school..feeling tired and worn out. Lots of stuff running thru my mind. Walked home wif kc. took a few pictures on the way back.


Gonna start doing my draft fer the report now.


and i cant tell if ure laughing
between each smile theres a tear in ur eye