This movie is so good, i almost shed a tear at the end. but never. maybe cuz the atmosphere isnt right. haha

what an unfruitful saturday. Only went out in the morning for a swim and then dinner at someplace nearby. Whole afternoon was spent sleeping. Waste waste waste

Sometimes, when someone smile to themselves, it doesnt mean he or she is happy or content

sometimes it just means that the person is completely void of emotions

right or notttttttttt

Every rose has its thorns
just like every night has its dawn

I'm starting to realise how lazy someone can be. I hope it's just an aberration cause it's very sickening and annoying, especially when it comes from u.

And i'm on the brink of erupting and doing something which can seriously tarnish watever reputation there is left of me.

they're really good at pushing people to their limits.

fuck

PICNIC!

we had our long-awaited picnic yesterday @ ECP! Everything went well. The weather, for once in the whole of this week, was great and even though there were only 6 of us, the amount of fun we had certainly wasnt diminutive

All of us brought yummy food also, maybe not for Kc's case. Alicia's Mac & Cheese, Wingyi's chicken wings, sh and pq's hot dogs, Kc's MASHMARROWS and NUTELLA and my, or rather my mum's potato salad! haha sorry kc, but not bad, urs was quite ALRIGHT to say the least. hahaha

The amount of photos the girls took was quite insane. It's all on facebook so head over there if u guys want to see it. The picture at the top is the one i like the most!

So after spending around 3 hours frolicking on the beach, we headed to parkway parade for dinner @ Toby's!

And that was how an eventful saturday ended! love you guys! haha Lets do it again soon.

Tmr is the start of another week :( but.. dont complain dont complain. SMILE ALWAYS! /hero!

Good night everyone! take care and have a great and smooth week ahead!

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
when even friends seem out to harm you
but if you could heal a broken heart
wouldn't time be out to charm you

"I get nightmares when I'm emotionally distressed.

Last night, I was upset so my boyfriend drove over to make sure I was alright.

While hugging me, he said "if you have bad dreams tonight, I'll just have to come over in your dreams and beat them up for you." His LGMH."

hahaha nice

Happy Birthday Mummy.

Ive been cycling alot for the past few days. Almost everyday actually. I would come back home from work then take my bicycle out to cycle around, to run some errands. Lovin it! If only cycling can replace running in IPPT. hahaha

I've been feeling extremely sleepy and tired almost throughout the whole day ever since tuesday, where i had my duty. Why is this so. Something out there is draining my life away. Now, i feel like a zombie when i report for work in the morning. Almost trip and fell while walking today. I need some kind of rejuvenating potion. Maybe a cup of sour plum ice blend can help!

and.........ive ran out of things to talk about :(

Last day of the week tmr! Friday is forever that beckoning.. at least for us guys.

Lets look forward to the weekends! gogogo

I haven been updating my blog for quite sometime now and it's all due to the lack of precious minutes and seconds and of course, commitment. But i'll be back soon, hopefully in a few days time to do a proper one. I just can't do it tonight.. cuz i need to sleep soon

It's tuesday tmr.. which is also my routine guard duty date. What else can i do besides lamenting over the fact that i can only go home on Wed evening!

I know, think of all the 'stay in personnels' and it might cheer up me a little. haha sorry!

alright time to gear up for an extra long day at work tmr.

good night and take care!

my favourite-st tune of all time!
i can think of so many things to do with this song

Time for some MC tmr. Feeling sickish sick. I almost sneezed my nose out this morning. Must be the weather! and my weak body immune system.

And i'm desperately in need of some respite. I need to get away from them for the time being. Seriously..

Maybe falling sick now isnt a bad thing.

Dinner @ Swensens today was refreshingly good! Mac & Cheese + topless 5 is my healing potion!

Actually, if we ordered the regular earthquake, i think we might be able to finish it. nvm NEXT TIME!

Time to have a good rest tmr. Hopefully it can help alleviate some of my agony. Because lately, i feel very very departed from my soul

Good night everyone and try to be stay happy and cheerful!

Be nice and smile to everyone you meet, You don't know what they are going through, and they might just need that smile.

At least for a moment, It would make alot of difference to them

Life give us many such moments to make others feel better. For tomorrow, when you feel low, someone might smile and you may feel better

seriously, i can just die of depression right now. Long weekends.. over just like that.

Although my itunes playlist has 92 songs in shuffle mode, it's playing my favourite few 1 after another. At least it understands how im feeling right now.

please let me at least sleep in peace. Let time slow down for the next 6 hours or so.

for once in many many months, i almost feel like crying.

Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund Edmund

why is your life like this.

The church beside my place is blasting Jay Chou's Songs now. See. Even God supports him! So it's will be considered as blasphemy if you all don't like him!

Another long weekend is here! but im keeping my fingers crossed that i won't receive any depressing news or last minute call up from that shithole

Anyway, I did something which made me feel proud of myself this week. And that's to go to camp MYSELF! and not asking my dad to wake up early in the morning and drive me there. Okay la, might not sound so honorable but i'm still happy!

For the past few days, after work, i took my bicycle out and went cycling around the neighbourhood! It's very enjoyable and rejuvenating, especially after another usual banal day at work. A pretty good form of escapism i might add.

Meeting the usuals tmr for dinner and late night movie! 3 of them will be driving if i'm not wrong. And speaking of driving, im intending to rent a car with eric, most probably next month. EXCITED

And ive still not uploaded the thailand pics. haha maybe i'll just let it go. SEE HOW

time for bed. good night my dearests!

WHOS BRAIN IS IN THEIR BODY!?!?!


hahaha

When i was in Thailand, i re-watched a few of my favourite movies on my ipod and one of them was "Paper Heart"!

how do u know if you are really in Love?????

我 接 着 写
把 永 远 爱 你 写 进 诗 的 结 尾
你 是 我 唯 一 想 要 的 了 解

i think this is the first time im quoting from a chinese song

but seriously, one of the most beautiful passage ive ever seen.

MISERALY MISERABLE

I miss going out

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little while ago, i was arranging my things on my computer desk, which sadly is the only personal space i have in the whole room and i managed to dig up a few items which was given to me in the past that was being hidden underneath other things. Most of them are birthday cards, xmas cards and letters and i can't help but to read thru them over and over again even though some are just well-wishes. Whimsically, i find messages in cards and letters very compelling and magical. They make me happy. Unless of course, it's something unpleasant.

Nonetheless, i feel that handwritten cards or letters are the most sincere way of conveying a message

Today was a great day. Shall blog about it next time. In short, the Pinnacle@Duxton is a semblance of paradise.

good night everyone! Another boring week looms large

this is offically my fav JAY CHOU song as of now! i'm lovin it. time to GUITAR IT!

Like i mentioned previously, this week is extremely miserable. Yeap you guessed it. GUARD DUTY. Seriously seriously seriously. I think someone out there is trying to test my tolerance level. I was extremely livid on Monday because i had to postpone my plans. Tried finding a replacement but couldnt do so. So just gotta suck it up. Very bitter but i don't have a plan b. So after Monday's duty, i was feeling a little better because i thought i'm pretty much done for the rest of the week. Little did i know that on wed morning, i was told that i'll be having another duty on Friday. Thats when the whole world collapsed on me.

But at least the first half of Friday wasnt that bad. Thankfully, that was enough to help alleviate my sorrow. hahaha.

Met up with Kc Jiayi and Sharon today! It's the first time the 4 of us went out together. So it's pretty interesting. haha. We all went to the Navy open house to see look see look! It would have been alot better and fun if it wasnt for the insane amount of visitors there. We were very eager to enter and explore the different kinds of ships and vessels but bloody hell, the queue turned us off. Wanted to go grab a bite after we saw how terrible the queue was but one look at the "eatery" and we decided to go somewhere else first. Visited some games hall where it's air-conditioned! something we all desperately needed. Nothing much for us to do there. Took a couple of photos here and there. Had a simple yet expensive lunch back at the "eatery" together with a few hundred others. CROWDED! and after that, we all decided to join the queue to enter one of the ship! And thankfully, it only took us about 10mins to enter!

On board,Kc, our tour guide suggest that we try something different. So we entered a door which was actually labelled "not for entry" but He said he knew hes way down so we walked down the flight of steps when suddenly, a lady officer appeared thru some door and was looking very puzzled. She thought we lost our way because visitors arent supposed to be in that place we were in. So she offered to bring us back up to the starting point and restart our tour. NICELY DONE BY KC!

Besides exploring the different decks and facilities, we also get to go on a duck tour on some fast craft, out in the sea. That was the most exciting and enjoyable part of the day.

that's how our we end our open house visit!

And that's it for this entry.

I'm still too lazy to post the pictures of my Thailand trip. :(

good night everyone and take great care!