Ruined

Ruined

Today seriously was a bad day fer me..everything went wrong..i duno wats happening.firstly , in the morning,mao and me waited fer ray at bedok mrt till around 7am..then i called him and he said he juz woke up..i really got nothing to say and was quite pissed..then i called matt and he did not pick up his phone..so the 2 of us went to sch.when we reeached sembawang mrt,we went to the mama shop to buy sweets,i paid the auntie but i forgot to take the sweets so its like givin her money..sigh. Took a cab to sch wif mao cuz we were late.PE lessons was fun today.Played soccer haha yea..guess thats the only period that i really enjoyed today ..the rest was bleah..boring! . stayed back in school to do new yr decorations..then went to alex house wif mao at around 2.30pm. Reached there at around 4.15pm ..ray was there already..then we took a cab to my house first..then to mao's house..ray accompanied me back to prepare everything cuz we going to skate but the bad thing was that ray can only skate awhile..cuz yishi organised a party and ray had to go..matt also ..i duno why..so did not enjoy skating today.sigh . Left mao alex me and another new guy ,mao's frend..he wanna learn skatin so he joined us. skated around bedok then went back at 10pm. Reached home..chatted wif boon and jason (BNC) . then boon said he not going to ly house tmr ..and i was really pissed off at that moment and started throwing tantrum. Its like ..we can only go out during weekends and this kind of things happened..sigh i duno wat to say..but after thinking fer awhile..i realised i was in the wrong..ray did skate wif us awhile before going to the party..so can't really blame him and boon said he dont wan to go..but theres still other pple going so no point being so angry. sorry guys especially boon and jason..i ruined tonight's BNC

Really got no idea where to go tmr after all that happened today..bleahhh why mus this happen to me /


sick and tired of myself